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Hmm .. i don't know where i should start. SO much to write about, so little time. I guess i'll start with the dates. 4 and 5 december 2010 VOLLEYBALL TOURNAMENT @ CYBERJAYA  

Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Christmas .... i'm back ! sadly .. i dun haf the time to post anything much yet ... so ... here's a sneak preview of what i'm gonna 'story' about when i'm free to tend to my bloggy ~ happy holidays all ! under the famous Pokok Melaka where the King rested and saw a mousedeer kicked the hunting dog into the river. Hmm .. wondering what kind of story is this ? sounds familiar to some ? . . . . . Stay tune for xiawhuaidan's blog. HAHAHHAA ! SO commercialize sial ~

刚刚练好球回来 ... 唉！今天状况非常down  ... 一点气氛都没 ... 明明再过几天就是比赛了 ... 今天也是最后一次赛前练习，干嘛一个个都无精打采？ 拜托好吗 ？也许你们根本不在乎的一场比赛，可是对我来说很重要啊 ！ 这个可能是我在大学生涯的最后一场 tournament 了！ 我真的想要最后一场 tournament 是最风光，最精彩的回忆 ！ 以后踏入社会，根本没有这种机会了！ 本来以为可以开开心心的去奋斗一场，谁知道 ... 唉 ... 所有期待的心情都没了 ... 想奋斗的意志也不见了 ... 算了  ... 明明告诉过自己别对事情期望太高，因为只会跌的更痛 ... 白痴，你这次真的期望太高了 ...

Hi ya all ! Dang ! it's been a long time since my last post. Ah well ... it's nothing compared to when i did my last confession ... which was N years ago ? Hhaaha ! I'm kinda busy for the previous weeks, with my mooting competition (thank god i won my round), then recently i'll be disappearing for another 2 weeks because midterm exams is just around the corner and right after my midterm break holidays starts, i have a volleyball tournament at SeGi Kuala Lumpur (3-5 dec). This whole week have been quite a torture to me. I'm amazed at how much patience and determination that i have to withstand such pain for the whole week just because i'm too afraid to even hear the word dentist. Yeah ... i've got toothache ! and it's all because of my little wisdom tooth which is trying so hard to make my life miserable ! I've been bearing with the pain for the whole full week, occasionally taking painkillers. But now ... i think i've had enough. It's ...

Chill ~ this is about my Fxxx University (the so called TOP private university in M'sia) Let me ask you just one question : How would you feel if you only had about 1 semester left to graduate and then your university suddenly went bankrupt and closed down ? The fact that you had spent almost 5 years at the University and financial wise you had spent more than RM60,000. Won't you go insane ? I definitely would !! This is not just hearsay ... how would you explain this ? The university is now president-less because the president was sacked for corruption as they realized that he used the university's fund to distribute it to his family members. The interesting thing is ... they had no proof or evidence so they cannot convict him. What's the account records for ?! Our University just implemented or to say ... ENFORCED ... on us students a new rule which requires all students to make advance payments of fee. Which means ... even if you have only 3 subjects that s...

I just completed a volleyball match against New Era College from Kajang yesterday. It was a tiring match ... but we won in the end. A great experience but a painful result because i suffer whole body pain today !! Volleyball ... have always been my favourite game. The passion that i have for it ... the determination within me to win others in competitions. I wondered ... when and how did this passion started ? The main thing is ... why am i playing the position as a setter until today ? I was ransacking through my stuffs today. Well ... let's call it my memory box >.< Hehehhe ... Then i found some old folded A4 letters. Each of the folded letter is labelled "siaw huai dan". Eh Hem ... from my ex. Hahaha .. The content of that letter hit me like a tsunami. I had a temporary "past memory flashback". Now i know why =) " tell you ooh .. become a good setter not very easy BUT if you work hard and you really interested with it … sure no problem one … ...

Venue : Wonderland Water Park, Malacca Date : 28/08/2010 Pictures sometimes speaks more than words =)

A metallic bronze colour lamborghini ! Parked right in front of Sunway Hotel while me, my sis and my brother was on the Sunway Free Shuttle Bus. *just my very own opinion .. i feel that lamborghini looks like cockroach la ... hahaha !! >.<

最近 非常非常 喜欢听这首童年的歌 请点击  here  来听By2版本的红蜻蜓 附上歌词 好让大家一起回味童年 歌词虽然简单 长了这么大 才终于明白其中的含义 哈哈哈 ！ 飞呀 飞呀 看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空 游戏在风中不断追逐它的梦 天空是永恒的家  大地就是它的王国 飞翔是生活 我们的童年  也像追逐成长吹来的风 轻轻地吹著梦想  慢慢地升空 红色的蜻蜓  是我小时候的小小英雄 多希望有一天能和它一起飞 当烦恼越来越多玻璃弹珠越来越少 我知道我已慢慢的长大了 红色的蜻蜓曾几何时 也在我岁月慢慢不见了 我们都已经长大 好多梦正在飞 就像童年看到的 红色的蜻蜓 我们都已经长大 好多梦还要飞 就像现在心目中 红色的蜻蜓

Hmmm ... feeling emo. i don't like this feeling ... go away !! Am i the ONLY one feeling like this ? *sigh* i just hope today pass by faster ... don't judge me ! It's not easy forgetting something ... you have once cherished so much in your life that ... you would give up anything for it. Leave me be .. d emo-ing will pass when the day ends. i just need to find something to occupy myself .. from thinking of all kinda craps !

Today .. is a very PeK PeK PeK PeK Cek Day !! *pek cek means frustrated in hokkien. I wanted to register for my subjects next semester. I need to do it fast to get a better slot of tutorial time. I started registering since last 2 weeks BUT ... i kept getting an error that i do not have enough credit hours to register. The problem is ... i calculated my credit hours and i had MORE THAN ENOUGH. So ... what's the problem ? >.< ! Then, i saw a bulletin posted at my University Bulletin Board about students facing the same problems as me. Oh Wow .. (i thought) .. at least i'm not the only one. SO i clicked on the (feedback/complaint) button and reported my problem. [coz that's what the bulletin asked me to do.] I received an email the next day saying " please refer to your faculty ".

我突然跑来写blog 是因为昨晚太开心了 !! 我给了启为一个大惊喜，生日惊喜。 启为是我的男朋友 ... 他的朋友都被我操控来搞这个惊喜派对。 那么 ... 我就告诉你们事情的来龙去脉吧 ! 14/9 星期二 我 sms 给启为的所有好朋友 要求他们空出星期日晚上 我也在 facebook send msg 给他们全部 告诉他们我的计划 15/9 星期三 他的朋友一一的回复我 其中一个突然冒出一句话 吓死被tag到的每个人 他说 “为什么 tag 启为在这里?? ” 我紧张到 ... 立刻 check 被 tag 到的名字 ... 哪里有!! #&$^*&^#%^@ 气死人!! 全部人还因为那句话 不敢发言 !! 哈哈哈 !! 真是的 ... 然后，我开始练歌了。我还跑进meetoto里面唱歌，问别人意见。 最后，我决定选 ronan keating - when you say nothing at all 因为这是他最爱听的歌。 16/9 星期四

My friend came across an article last night and showed me. He thought that it suited my situation now. So i decided to share it here as well ... for those of you who are and will be in exam mode like me now. I simplified it into my own words so that it's not boring and long. Dun underestimate healthy eating during exam time because it really helps. I've tried once by eating maggie mee for the whole week because i didn't want to waste time preparing or buying food. And ... the result was a kinda DUMB and SLOW-THINKING me. I practically went blank in the exam time a few times and It was a very BAD experience. i NEVER dared to try it again. 1. The Important Vitamins to maintain the physical and mental energy to study well. Iron - red meat(beef and duck), cereals, spinach and kidney beans. Vitamin B - whole-grains, wheat germ, eggs and nuts. Others - soy and fish ( helps boost your brain by providing nutrients it need )

Woke Up this morning ... First thing i did was ... rushed to the Management Office of my apartment !! and i saw a big box ! something is written on it ... oh ..?! someone from Sarawak ? i quickly looked for my penknife .. and "ripped" the box open !! hahahaha !! >.

What's this date all about ? Let me tell you a little joke aka true story. My friends asked me a question. "why aren't you born on 31st august ?" I answered :"I was suppose to come out on the 31st august, but i was shocked by all the big BANGS and BOOMS of the firecracker noise as my mum went to watch the merdeka countdown with my dad, and so i PENGSAN-ed in my mum's womb. After 3 days, which is the 3rd of september, my dad and mum went to watch the Dragon Boat race at my hometown, then all the chaos (Hoo! Haa! Hoo! Haa!) and drum sounds (dum-du-rum dum-du-rum) from the event woke me up and as curious as i can be .. i struggled to come out at that moment. Which ended up that my dad had to rush my mum to the hospital at that moment." So, that's the story of how little angie came to the world. =D hihihihahahhhahaha !!

yeah ! omg !! O M G !! wondering what's going on ? Well .... NOTHING is going on. and ... that's the PROBLEM !! I actually have nothing to blog about ... I'm officially BORED!

Woooo ~ i cooked my favourite breakfast today !! Zhao Cai Hung Ngan !! and ... my roomy say it's delicious !! HahahahahaaahahahaHAHAhahHAhaha ! I really geng MOH !! Ciang Ciang Ciang Ciang ~ Dun be deceived by the looks .. it taste great ! =D

Hey All ~ I have been through lots of things these days. I'm actually trying to occupy myself so that i won't have any FREE time to think about some stuffs. But then, i think i may have ASKED too much ... because i end up having even NO TIME to sleep and rest well. Hahaha ~ Be careful what you wish for !! So ... here are some fast 4ward of what had happened previously. I'll fast 4ward everything in pictures so that i can occupy everything into 1 blog post. =D 30th + 31st July in KL with 2 noobies =P In the car on the way sending me to LCCT. I practically had to force them to take pictures with me =__=

I had a dream last night. I woke up straight away and blog about it here because i don't want to forget about it. It was a very romantic and wonderful dream although it ended sadly. It started when i find myself at my old house in Bintulu. Most of my relatives were around ... i still can't get what's going on at that time. Everyone was preparing and rushing to go somewhere. I just stood there watching them fussing over everything. Then i just followed them towards a very grand hotel. When we reached the hotel, then i realize that it's my wedding!! What a shock!! To Whom am i getting married to ?!?! I was escorted to a room to be dressed up and make over. The dress was suited just for me. The right size and length ... it was so beautiful. I dazed over how i looked in the mirror. Never have i seen myself that good looking before!! Not in real life at least. Maybe that's why they call it DREAM. Hahaha ~

你知道... 歌曲的影响力量有多大吗? 在什么时候听什么歌 会有不同的影响力... 人家说 ... 心痛时 听疗伤情歌, 可以治疗受伤心灵的伤口 屁啦 ... !! 心痛时 听疗伤情歌 只会越听越痛 ! 仿佛每一句歌词 都在唱着你的心思 一句一句的刺进心里。

Something has changed within me. something is not the same. I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. Too late for second guessing. too late to go back to sleep. It's time to trust my instincts close my eyes and Leap . I think it's time ... to try and defy gravity. I AM defying gravity ... and YOU won't bring me down. I'm through with accepting limits. Just because someone says they're so. Some things i know i cannot change ... But until i try, I'll NEVER know ! Too long i have been afraid of, Losing love i guess i've lost. Well, if that's love ... it comes at much too high a cost ! I'll still be defying gravity. No matter how much it would cost me. Don't even think for a moment ... that you could bring me down.

My first time to Ajisen Ramen shop at New Jusco Malacca. Mr Neo suggested it coz he is in a GOOD mood he says. I didn't eat because i already had my dinner of 4 piece of Bread + 1 plate of Fried Golden Mushroom Rice at Johnny's Restaurant with my roomy, Joesky. Fried Golden Mushroom Rice : Then ... Something interesting happened. Mr Neo and Ms Selene decided to PK over who can last longer eating the VOLCANO RAMEN ... which was shown at the Menu to be the Spiciest Plate served with 4 chilli label.

I saw my Idol Blogger, Miao, post about dreams becoming reality. Then it HIT me. I've got to do something COOL and DARING before my youth ends ! If not ... I'm gonna regret being YOUNG !! This particular EVENT ... is gonna be the starting point. http://www.nescafe.com.my/kickstart/home.htm FYI, i signed up for it. I choosed from the 15 dreamjobs the 3 jobs : travel writer, travel guide and NGO worker. Definitely MY dreamjobs. Actually i wanted to try Celebrity PA and Wedding PLanner as well ... But i dun have the confidence in handling it yet. Hahaha .. NGO worker is my First priority. The next step is to send in a video of yourself telling the judges why you want that dreamjob and it's suppose to be OUTSTANDING. I'm cracking my head of what to record. After that, you will battle with other contestant in a 24 hour physical and mental challenge to be the one to get the dreamjob. You are granted 3 months internship with the related company and whether you can be take...

Hey All ! I'm Back ! i know ... i haven't been gone for a long time. hahaha ! what i meant is ... my OLD self is BACk ! Not gonna let anymore stuff pull me down. I'm regaining myself ... slowly. I'll be back to my cheerful self in no time. MARK my WORDS ! I just have to stop thinking about what had happened recently. So ... I'm gonna occupy myself with a lot of things. Because when you are busy ... you won't have time to be sad. ^_^ My CheckList : Equity assignment due date 14/7 Land Law Midterm (3 topics) 16/7 Law and IT Midterm 21/7 Company Law Midterm 23/7 and ... i haven't DONE any of these !! So i'm gonna OCCUPY myself with work from now on ! Posting something New in replacement for all those gloomy post i had for the past few days. I had lunch with my coursemates one day. Then we went to this Hailam Kopitiam in the New Jusco Malacca. I found something which made me ... missed home ! It's called HaiLam Fried Mee. But back in my hometown, this ...

怎么办 ... 越来越冷淡了 ... 已经不像从前了。 what should i do ? you are giving me the cold shoulders. We're not anything like before anymore. 聊的话题，越来越少了。 平时通话时间已经很短， 现在变得更短更简洁了。 our topic is getting lesser day by day. and Your calls are getting shorter. 每当我以为没事了， 你的一句话， 却让我鸦雀无声。 “好了... 我要挂了... 因为...你会让我想起不开心的事情。” Everytime i think that we are ok, Just one sentence from you is enough to shut me up. "all right ... i'm hanging up ... talking to you would only remind me of the pain." 我没要求你一定要原谅我。 我也不敢要求什么。 我的心很慌 ... 每一天都过得战战兢兢。 I don't hope for forgiveness. I don't even dare to wish for anything. My heart is so flustered now ... I'm going through everyday gingerly. 我真的觉得很无助... 这种感觉很恐怖... I'm feeling helpless ... And it's scary. 而且，面对这么多人 ... 我只能伪装自己。 因为 ... 一直重复着同一首伤心曲子 只会让自己更痛。 Facing so many people around me ... All i can do is pretend. Because it hurts to repeat the same sad song all over and over again. 有谁知道 ... 在那灿烂的笑容背后， 藏着多少的委屈和悲伤。 who would know ... how much pa...

A happy-beat song ... for the ones with a broken heart. i've been dancing to myself in the room with this song the whole day. It feels so good. Those emo songs are KILLING me ! On the floor of tokyo or down in London town to go with the record selection and the mirror's reflection I'm dancing with myself. When there's no one else in sight In the crowded lonely night Well i wait so long For my love vibration and i'm dancing with myself I'm dancing with myself I'm dancing with myself Well there's nothing to lose and there's nothing to prove and I'm dancing with myself If i looked all over the world and there's every type of *boys* But your empty eyes Seem to pass me by leave me dancing with myself So let's sink another drink coz then it'll give me time to think if i had the chance i'll ask the world to dance but then i'll be dancing with myself *********************************************** They told me ... Don't stop bel...

For 'you', i'm sorry . I didn't mean to hurt you. All i can say is ... please forgive me. T_T

Hi ... this post is especially for you. You know who you are. I just want to say thank you. Don't blame yourself anymore. I won't blame you as well. Now ... i feel happy. I feel free. I feel much better. Your honesty was the best medicine. It cured me. I'm wishing you all the best. You are still the special friend. Since the past, till present and in the future. thanks for the memory.

I have nothing to post today ... So, let me introduce my "friends" in my room =) TA DA ! this is my C7. Everytime i feel like making a wish, i will talk to him. =P CIANG CIANG !! this is zHu zHu !! I always hug him to sleep ^^ JENG JENG !! this is nGa piG ... always neglected by me ... hahaha ! Coz it's a puppet tissue holder =) DANG DANG ! this is dA xiOnG ! When i'm sad or happy ... he's the one that comforts me ... with his smiles ... and teddy dream scent ! =) *bling bling* !! ThE tRiO !! Loving them ... =D and .. Lastly ... ... My Guardian Angel ^^

此刻的我 ... 真的很需要你。 我需要一个可以依靠的肩膀 ... 一个什么也不会问的 ... 可靠的肩膀。 让我哭个够 ... 哭累了... 就睡着 ... 可是，我不知道这个人应该是谁 ... 此刻的我 ... 真的很需要一个人的空间。 我需要自己静一静 ... 自己一个人旅游 ... 就这样一直走 ... 一直走 ... 因为我已经不知道下一步该踏哪里了 ... 此刻的我 ... 真的很痛。 无法形容的痛 ... 哭笑不得的痛 ... 一种心中被用力开一枪的痛 ... 此刻的我 ... 根本不想被质问 ... 别问我发生什么事 ... 我不会说 ... 因为我不知道，我可以向谁说 ... 此刻的我 ... 内心很挣扎 ... 很想消失一阵子 ... 就让我躲起来自己慢慢的痊愈 ... 好吗 ? 我已经到极限了 ...

It's the open day for SM Pei Fong, Malacca. I think they were celebrating the 97th anniversary. I went around 10am, following Regina and her Brother. A few years back, i went in that school before. That time, i was representing my campus for a chinese cultural modern dance competition. Mind you ! It's national level ! hahha ... but we LOST ! ^^ This time, i really walked around the school. We reached just in time to see the performance by students. Snap 1 : preparing for performance Snap 2 : 1/10 of the audience Snap 3 : this performance is based on the theme of disable childrens. I had tears in my eyes when i see them making the sign languages and singing the very touching song. I'm still looking for that song ... i'll post it here when i've found it. Snap 4 : The Red Ribbons Performer Snap 5 : The Marching Bands of SM Pei Fong Snap 6 : TELL ME ! How can u decorate a classroom into THIS ?! Watch the next one !! Snap 7 : How ?! In MY school .. it's IMPOSSI...

It's Boring ... if u ask me. That's why i am even free to take these pictures. You have to be alert all the while ... which is tiring if you have 6 hours lectures in a row ! Here's what i do during lecture ... and how my lecture room looks like ... this is one of the lecture room. I have 4 hours in a row in this same room. this is the 2nd type of lecture room. I love this lecture room. because it's easier for me to look at the slides as i don't have to keep STRETCHING my neck from behind. Hahaha ... It's a friday morning. I wasn't usually suppose to be having class at this time. So ... got tired and .. SnaP SNaP sNaP ! hahaha ! Ignore the SM pei fong .. i was so blur that i tagged it there ! =__= These are the pigeons that are making their nest just BESIDE the seat i'm sitting. So .. i was actually watching them ... making the nest. What a lovely husband and wife ... Hahaha ! Me .. listening very attentively !! AS IF .. !! hahahaha !! Still got one m...