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我的愿望 ： 买一个小岛 ... 和我的最爱的人 和爸妈 ... 住在里面 ！！ 隔绝世界上所有人 ！！ 哼 。。。。 ！！ 做么做人要做到这么辛苦 ？！ 本来以为自己很自由 ... 可是好像一点都不会 ！！ 真的很讨厌虚伪的生活着 ！！ 我想要做真正的自己过生活 ！！ 真甘愿下辈子做只猫 ！！ 想骄傲就骄傲 ... 想懒惰就懒惰 ... 想玩就玩 ... 想发脾气就发脾气 ... 不管怎样 主人都还是爱着你 ！ 真好啊 ！！！ 我真的需要学会自私了 ！！再不自私就每天被无形中的欺负 ！！

I can't believe until now that i am holding it in my hand. A million thanks to my dad, my mum and Him. Here's my new partner ... its ... too cool !! Thanks to my sis and bro for coming down to celebrate wiv me =) Heart them ... M ♥ CH Stupiak face ... ^,^ (=.=)"  i never realize i'm that much difference in height with her !!

GOSH ! 'who' should i choose ? There is so MANY of them !! walao .. talk like i need to choose a guy pulak. Hahahaha ~ Chill la .. i'm no man-magnet. So such stuff won't happen one la ... I'm talking bout phone ! Handphone !! A handphone is like your partner in life that you cannot live without ! I need one now as my poor classic Nokia 3310 is critically ill now. Since its my birthday ( HapPy BiRtHDaY to Me ^.^ ) ... dad n mum sent me money to get one as a present !! \(^.^)/ WooOooHooOoOo !! So 'who' should i get ?! Oh No .... dillemma !! What i have in mind is : 1. Sony Elm 2. Samsung Smartphone 3. HTC Salsa ? 4. HTC Wildfire ? 5. .... many more But if i could get a Nokia 5000 ... i'll be happier ! I missed that phone. It was simple and nice. Just MY TYPE. crap talk below : i was hoping that SHE would wish me on my birthday.  Hmmm ~ i guess she still hasn't forgive me. (~.~)

It may be the last ... I don't hope for anything much. But can i just wish for a little surprise ?

噢麦嘎 ！！！！ 他太帥了吧 ！！！！ 我的心尽然会跟着他的笑容一起  噗通噗通  的跳啊 ！！！ 看这张照片 。。。 噢 。。。 好帅啊 ！！！ 下一张更让我疯狂 无可救药的帥 ！！ 帥到我不能  也忘记呼吸了 。。。 别这么帥好不好 T___T  好难过哦 ....

不知道是我小气吗 ？ 可是都五年了。。。　我不得不承认　。。。 需要我时，就希望我无论如何都可以为此而牺牲 不需要时，就完全不当我存在　！ 我真的真的是在拿自己的热脸来贴人家的冷屁股　！！ 这个感觉 超超超 不好受　！！ 我不知道是我的问题还是什么　。。。 我一直努力着，努力想和她们混熟 但是，终会有道墙在之间 唉。。　是我老了　还要硬撑和一般小孩子扮年轻吧 曾经看过一本书 要人家改变　就先改变自己 自己重来没有改变　怎样要人家为你而改变　？ 所以　别再怪人了　安琪小姐 自己落伍了　就别怪人家不理你 很丢脸的　！！ 在这里发泄完了　可以专心考试了 哈哈哈哈 哦！在这里要祝一位特别的朋友　 生日快乐 Happy Birthday SELAMAT HARI JADI பிறந்த நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள் joyeux anniversaire . . . . MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE ^.^

Sometimes, u gotta be in that person shoes to understand what that person is thinking... NEVER assume that you know what that person is thinking or feeling. Sometimes i get misunderstood, others might think that i'm so happy go lucky... Or those who might get to see me emo-ing ... might think that i'm unfriendly or cool. I'm not acting anything out ...  OK. Maybe i am .. because i always try to act like i'm happy no matter how unhappy i am. My problem could be ... i don't like to share my unhappiness with others. I prefer to share my happiness than my unhappiness. It's because of this ... i always tend to keep things to myself. Try asking my closest friends .. they will know. I seldom talk about my stuffs. If it's happy stuffs .. yeah .. they will definitely know. But my other sides, not many will have the chance to know. Unless there is this special time where i can't handle my feelings anymore and i let it all out. Recently, there are some things ha...

最近的心情  就像翘翘板 一下快乐  一下优伤 大姨妈都过了 到底是干嘛 我也不知道 可能更年期到了 ？ 哈哈哈 。。。 笨蛋 小坏蛋 。。。 妳想太多了 刀刀太可爱了 所以近期都会以它为主题  顺便帮它做点宣传 哈哈哈哈 。。。

我能感觉到你的心痛， 你有你说不出的无奈 ... 但是你做出一副无所谓的样子， 你越是这样我就越难受 ...

Don't know la ... why nowadays so easy get mad and get emo. Maybe the monthly thingie ... but then it's not even near yet ... Seriously, the internet connection at my new apartment is getting on my nerves. We paid so much to them ... and now we can't even get any internet ! Plus ... we tried to move our old streamyx line over ... then TM told me that there is no ground line installed at the apartment yet ... so they cannot move it over !! I cannot cancel it as well because i'm still on the unipack contract ... if i cancel it ... i have to pay a penalty of RM600 !! What The Hell la ... then what they want me to do now ? Cannot cancel ... cannot move ... cannot use ... but want me to continue to pay ?! MA DE ... how not to feel pekcek la !! From my wordings, i guess it's obvious again that i'm very hot tempered already. Urgh ... It's so inconvenient la !! I want to do my research online .. i have to bring my laptop to the digital library ... not exactly...

This gonna be an emo post. Words are sharper than swords. Have you ever heard of this phrase ? It's the truth and a fact. I had a little argument with my friend, whom i can say i have always treated in my heart as a very damn good friend. But something i said made him misunderstood me. It's a minor thing. Damn minor stuff ... But then, the words that you used to reply me ... it's really very sensitive and hurtful to me. I mean like ... c'mon ... how long have you known me ? Do you think i am someone who would mean that to you ? Am i like that in your eye ? If that's really so ... i feel really really hurt. Funny you know ... i never thought i will take your words to my heart so closely. I don't know why this time you would made me feel like so. It's undeniably hurtful to me. Even if you were joking, maybe it's a little too much of a joke to me. I apologize if i really made you misunderstood me. But i never expect that from you as well. Maybe it...

All these years ... to be exact ... it's 9 years ? I thought and THOUGHT that my blood type is 'O' Then ... my uncle needs to undergo an operation and his blood type is 'O' So i volunteered happily to donate my blood to him. When i asked my friends to donate ... i was proudly telling everyone i am gonna donate coz i am an O type. The day to go screening and check up for those who wants to donate blood is yesterday. I went happily and excitedly with my 2 sisters : Emily and Lene. When the nurse pricked me, all i was worried about is that i don't have enough iron in my blood or i might fail the blood pressure test coz i have lower blood pressure. Sekali she said : Oh .. your Iron level is quite low. Not even enough for yourself. And ... by the way ... you cannot donate because your blood type is B. i was like ......... what ?! ......  GOSH !! i am totally shocked ok ?! My sister was laughing like hell ... coz i used to laugh at her long time ago ...

ouch ... i hurt myself last few nights while crossing a drain in the rain in Malacca. Painful dao .......

Here's a little of everything that has been going on around me for these past 2 months. *sorry .. i'm too lazy to break them up into each little post. * "LoYa" in training hmm .. i wonder if i will get sued for this ? Because there is actually a sign which says "no camera" .. oops !

Something interesting to get our brain starting on this Tuesday morning ! See if you can figure out what these seven words all have in common? 1. Banana 2. Dresser 3. Grammar 4. Potato 5. Revive 6. Uneven 7. Assess . . . . . . . . . . . . . Are you thinking what i'm thinking ? Which is each words have double letter  ? WRONG. If you take the first letter of each words and put it at the end of the words, and spell it from backwards, it will still be the same word. Amazing ? =D

In ancient Greece (469 - 399 BC), Socrates was widely lauded for his wisdom. One day an acquaintance ran up to him excitedly and said, "Socrates, do you know what I just heard about Diogenes?" "Wait a moment," Socrates replied, "Before you tell me I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test." 'Triple filter?" asked the acquaintance. "That's right," Socrates continued, "Before you talk to me about Diogenes let's take a moment to filter what you're going to say. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?" "No," the man said, "Actually I just heard about it." "All right," said Socrates, "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter of Goodness. Is what you are about to tell me about Diogenes something good?" "No, ...

For the lonely, broken and lost souls ... A farmer was riding his horse with a wagon behind him carrying haystacks. It was winter and the weather is freezing. Halfway on his journey back home ... he saw this woman shivering in the cold. As he approach her, he saw that she has a baby in her arms. He quickly asked her to board his wagon to save them from dying in the cold. As they were on the way, the woman was hugging her child tight in her arms. She started to become frozen a little by little .. and her mind started to go into the sleeping state in which if she actually close her eyes and sleep, she would be frozen in her sleep and die. When the farmer saw that she is on the verge of dying from the frostiness, he stopped the wagon. He got down and pulled the baby away from the woman, then he left the woman by the road side. He drove away without the woman. The woman was frantic. She forced herself to get up on her feet. Desperately trying to take a step .. and another step ... gras...

Dear Lord, I have a little prayer for you. I want to help him get through his hardship as much as i can. I do not mind how hard it is for me ... as long as i can put a smile to his face. I pray for him everyday when i wake up and when i go to sleep. I could cry ... thinking of how suffering he is inside. Sometimes he can be very stubborn ... It's because he has his own ways of dealing with things which some may not acknowledge. But dear lord ... do not put him through so much test. Have mercy on him. Make him strong .. make me stronger to be able to support him. when he needs me. I ask that you may give him a better life than he had. We do not ask for much ... but we just need enough. I humbly put myself before you lord that you may answer my prayer. Amen.

Just got back from the Malaysian BAR Annual Dinner and Dance night 2011. The BAR is like the lawyer association of Malaysia. It was like such a lucky chance for me as my firm paid for our tickets for us to go. The table cost RM 1600 man .... Soooo different from the usual RM500 per table food and treatment. Hahahha ~ It was held at doubletree by hilton hotel, and the theme was 'RETRO'. I wear quite normal la ... coz just an attachee only ... don't want to be too outstanding. I even did my own make up which didn't look anything like make up at all ( i feel like i'm so wasting the make up products because everytime after i finish make up ... no one would realize that i actually did make up. =___="" ) I met my lecturers there and it was such a pleasant surprise. I also met an old schoolmate back from my hometown. I get to know my colleagues closer from this dinner ... which is a good thing. I'm actually a quiet girl in their impression. hahahaha ~ ...

My story from day 2 onwards for the 1st week. Day 2 I LOST MY PHONE. T_T yeah ~ the stupid dunno who LADY who took my phone ... i hope you cirit-birit for the whole month !! HMPH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was at Sunway Medical Centre doing some legal work for my firm. Then i was too occupied with my work that i went to toilet absent mindedly... I left the phone on the tissue holder box !! I went back in like half an hour later and it's gone. I ran to the security guard room and they said no one reported about it. I went to ask around all the departments on that floor .. NOTHING. Hello ! Only Sunway Medical Staff are using the toilet !! No one else because it's a staff-only floor ! ARGH ... !!! You are working under Sunway and yet so poor meh ?!?! Even a cheap phone also wanna steal ?!?! ARHh .... !! I loved that phone a LOT ! I'm frustrated because that phone is not available on the market anymore ... I had to call DiGi and walk to DiGi centre at pyramid to get a new simcar...

I have started my 3 months attachment with a firm named Mah-Kamariyah & Philip Koh. Located just next to KLCC, it is a medium sized firm situated in a Bungalow next to Corus Hotel. The first day We were suppose to report to the lawyer at 9.30am. But you know KL lah ... sure Jam here and there one. So we (me + neo) left for work at 6.55am. Arriving at the Kelana Jaya LRT Station at 7.20am ... the car parks are almost full !! Lucky us ... we had 1 more parking left at the last row. From KJ Station, we reached KLCC station at 8.00am ... adui ~ 1 and a half hour more to go ... so we went to explore and lepak a bit at the KLCC food court. At 9.00am ... we were worried that the lawyer might arrive early, so we head to the office - only 4 minutes walk from the station going out from avenue K. Reaching the firm, it was quiet ... empty ... only the clerk sitting there. So we greeted her and she lead us to the " waiting area ". The lawyer only arrived at around 10am =__=...

everyday ... all i can do is just listen to the Happenings in Sunway Lagoon. Hmmmm .... when can i go there and play ? T_T

Just arrived from Malacca a few hours ago. I'm definitely not here for fun. Definitely feeling very very nervous now. I had a peek at the Law Firm that i'm gonna be attached to for this 3 months. Well ... the lawyer in charge of us definitely made me went .. tongue-tied! I couldn't speak properly ... and i think i was showing too much nervous-ness! Walking into the office itself gave me stress. There were PILES and PILES of files over the tables ... i couldn't even see who is sitting behind those files ! I was like .. OMG @o@ !! ... that's what i'm gonna face for 3 months ! I'm not happy at all being here. The stressful life of the KL-nians ... not something i want. Waking up early morn and catching the LRT to work. Coming back after 8pm and stucked in the traffic jams ... i don't know what should i enjoy from all those hectics! The only lucky thing is i am living in Sunway. Which is quite relaxing being at my aunt house. ONE word = ...

THis is what we do after final exam !! We ENJOY eating !! ^_^

AWESOME !! FANTABULOUS !! this is all i have to say about this year's Multimedia University Law Night 2011 - Grand Royale. I beg to differ with all the others who complaint about how BAD the law night this year is. First of all, serving only plain water may be kinda lame when u thought about it at the first point, but it was actually quite satisfying as it acts as a neutralizer from all the foods and dessert that we had. They also had choices of tea and coffee which would have blended well with the desserts. If they were to serve cordial drinks or carbonated drinks, i don't think we could have enjoyed the food that much. Most of us might need ENO due to the stuffed stomachs ! and the ladies ... u will be worried of ur tummy bulging out from all the gas of the carbonated drinks. So .. i personally think that plain water, tea and coffee was a good idea.

Definitely weird for me to post something with this kinda title. Haha ! I have a reason to do so cause ... Of all the songs about 1 malaysia, i ESPECIALLY love this one ! By AMP ALL STARS click here *or u can just click "PLAY" on the ipod at the left side bar to listen to this awesome song !

Latest Updates for XiawHuaiDan. Just got well from serious sickness. Damn sad. I named it "the new year curse". Because i fall sick on 01/01/2011 and lasted for almost a week ! Just look at all the meds that i need to take ... !!!