my mind lately

Sometimes, u gotta be in that person shoes to understand what that person is thinking...

NEVER assume that you know what that person is thinking or feeling.

Sometimes i get misunderstood, others might think that i'm so happy go lucky...

Or those who might get to see me emo-ing ... might think that i'm unfriendly or cool.

I'm not acting anything out ... 

OK. Maybe i am .. because i always try to act like i'm happy no matter how unhappy i am.

My problem could be ... i don't like to share my unhappiness with others.

I prefer to share my happiness than my unhappiness.

It's because of this ... i always tend to keep things to myself.

Try asking my closest friends .. they will know. I seldom talk about my stuffs.

If it's happy stuffs .. yeah .. they will definitely know.

But my other sides, not many will have the chance to know.

Unless there is this special time where i can't handle my feelings anymore and i let it all out.

Recently, there are some things happening. I'm definitely unhappy.

I'm kind of stressed out. But i don't feel like sharing it. Hahahahahah ~

I know .. i'm stupid and silly. But ... please don't force me to say stuffs which i don't feel like saying.

I'm the kind who will only share my problems when the problems is solved or over.

When i'm facing the problems, i don't tend to share, i tend to keep it in me and try to solve it myself.

Wanting me to change this habit in a short time ? It's kind of impossible ... because i have always been like this.

I also realize that i am really not myself recently. I get irritated very easily ... i get emo easily. I also get angry and frustrated very fast. *sigh* ... maybe my limit is near. But i am always and trying hard to handle my problems. I don't wish much .. i just hope ... i can spend my last 2 months in this university life happily ... and do stuffs that i like... spend my time with people that i love ... cherish my moments because i won't know when would i ever get to spend my time with them anymore like now ...

Unhappiness ... SHOO SHOO !! I don't need you ... Problems and Trouble BE AWAY ! I don't want you to be my friend (like the song sung by Lenka "Trouble is a friend").

I just wish those around me to be happy. I'm sorry if i have indirectly hurt anyone of you ... Forgive me for not being myself lately. I am trying to find myself back. I think i have caught my tail ... the rest of myself will be back soon .. hahaha ~ Peace be with you all.