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It's the middle of the night, i should be sleeping but i can't sleep. Thinking about the work i haven't done, thinking about what tomorrow is gonna bring me. I JUST CAN'T SLEEP !! I need to let those things out inside me a little ! First, why am i stressed ... *analyzing* ... WHY did i accept the damn cases from that lawyer in the first place?! it's her files ! she's suppose to be responsible with it ! and what had she promised you ?? that she will passed it slowly one by one ?? AND NOW WHAT ?! she just doesn't care about it anymore ! and all she says is go and ask boss what to do. So who is to blame now ? YOURSELF !! Why did u accepted it in the first place ?! You are stucked with trying to complete your Legal Aid which you have missed because of HER ! and do they even appreciate your sacrifice ? NOOO !! and now ... you are stucked with the files that SHE DUMPS on you !! and you are suffering and stressing ALL out because of her !! SERVE...

Rushed out of house today because i woke up only at 8.30am when i have a Court case at 9am. I almost had a heart attack when i see the time. On the way out, i can't help taking a pic of cute FiFi sunbathing at the driveway early morning ... Aww ~ he is just too adorable. (i'm not even sure whether it's a he or she yet... hahaha) AMAZINGLY, i reached court JUST IN TIME, 9am SHARP. I'm not late. I AM ON TIME. Whew ~ i parked my car at the road side and realize that my the other boss car is just in front of me and he just reached as well. I hurriedly took all my stuffs out and practically " windwalk " into the court compund, then my boss's car passed me by, which shows that i am not late as well. hahahahaha ~ and for the very first time, i am sandwiched in the court's lift with both my boss, one on the left, one on the right. What an 'amazing' day ~ Once we got settled down in court, i was rearranging the documents and my boss...

Finally, i've found another guy who actually succeeded in making me "change heart" from my forever perfect idol, Wu Zun (吴尊) ~ . . . . . . . . . 2PM ---> Nickhun !! Waaahhhh !! * scream hysterically almost fainting *  Eh Hem ~  I first saw him in Running Man (which is my No.1 and ONLY show i am watching for these past few months... hihihi). That's when i start to feel the "thump! thump! thump!" in my heart ~ then, the more i watch him, the more i am dazed and mesmerized by his smile, expressions and face !! Oooohhhhh !! Because i am lazy to write ... i will just say this: No words is enough to express the way i feel towards Nickhun of 2pm !!!!! SARANGHEYO NICKHUN !!!!!!!!!!  Pictures says it all !! Perfect face ...  Perfect Smile ...  Perfect Cuteness ...  \ (^3^) / muahhzzz !! with the heart of a descent and humble man. just PERFECT !!  *will u marry me khun ? >.< !! He is finally the one MAN...

Sometimes, u gotta be in that person shoes to understand what that person is thinking... NEVER assume that you know what that person is thinking or feeling. Sometimes i get misunderstood, others might think that i'm so happy go lucky... Or those who might get to see me emo-ing ... might think that i'm unfriendly or cool. I'm not acting anything out ...  OK. Maybe i am .. because i always try to act like i'm happy no matter how unhappy i am. My problem could be ... i don't like to share my unhappiness with others. I prefer to share my happiness than my unhappiness. It's because of this ... i always tend to keep things to myself. Try asking my closest friends .. they will know. I seldom talk about my stuffs. If it's happy stuffs .. yeah .. they will definitely know. But my other sides, not many will have the chance to know. Unless there is this special time where i can't handle my feelings anymore and i let it all out. Recently, there are some things ha...

All these years ... to be exact ... it's 9 years ? I thought and THOUGHT that my blood type is 'O' Then ... my uncle needs to undergo an operation and his blood type is 'O' So i volunteered happily to donate my blood to him. When i asked my friends to donate ... i was proudly telling everyone i am gonna donate coz i am an O type. The day to go screening and check up for those who wants to donate blood is yesterday. I went happily and excitedly with my 2 sisters : Emily and Lene. When the nurse pricked me, all i was worried about is that i don't have enough iron in my blood or i might fail the blood pressure test coz i have lower blood pressure. Sekali she said : Oh .. your Iron level is quite low. Not even enough for yourself. And ... by the way ... you cannot donate because your blood type is B. i was like ......... what ?! ......  GOSH !! i am totally shocked ok ?! My sister was laughing like hell ... coz i used to laugh at her long time ago ...

everyday ... all i can do is just listen to the Happenings in Sunway Lagoon. Hmmmm .... when can i go there and play ? T_T

Just arrived from Malacca a few hours ago. I'm definitely not here for fun. Definitely feeling very very nervous now. I had a peek at the Law Firm that i'm gonna be attached to for this 3 months. Well ... the lawyer in charge of us definitely made me went .. tongue-tied! I couldn't speak properly ... and i think i was showing too much nervous-ness! Walking into the office itself gave me stress. There were PILES and PILES of files over the tables ... i couldn't even see who is sitting behind those files ! I was like .. OMG @o@ !! ... that's what i'm gonna face for 3 months ! I'm not happy at all being here. The stressful life of the KL-nians ... not something i want. Waking up early morn and catching the LRT to work. Coming back after 8pm and stucked in the traffic jams ... i don't know what should i enjoy from all those hectics! The only lucky thing is i am living in Sunway. Which is quite relaxing being at my aunt house. ONE word = ...

刚刚练好球回来 ... 唉！今天状况非常down  ... 一点气氛都没 ... 明明再过几天就是比赛了 ... 今天也是最后一次赛前练习，干嘛一个个都无精打采？ 拜托好吗 ？也许你们根本不在乎的一场比赛，可是对我来说很重要啊 ！ 这个可能是我在大学生涯的最后一场 tournament 了！ 我真的想要最后一场 tournament 是最风光，最精彩的回忆 ！ 以后踏入社会，根本没有这种机会了！ 本来以为可以开开心心的去奋斗一场，谁知道 ... 唉 ... 所有期待的心情都没了 ... 想奋斗的意志也不见了 ... 算了  ... 明明告诉过自己别对事情期望太高，因为只会跌的更痛 ... 白痴，你这次真的期望太高了 ...

Chill ~ this is about my Fxxx University (the so called TOP private university in M'sia) Let me ask you just one question : How would you feel if you only had about 1 semester left to graduate and then your university suddenly went bankrupt and closed down ? The fact that you had spent almost 5 years at the University and financial wise you had spent more than RM60,000. Won't you go insane ? I definitely would !! This is not just hearsay ... how would you explain this ? The university is now president-less because the president was sacked for corruption as they realized that he used the university's fund to distribute it to his family members. The interesting thing is ... they had no proof or evidence so they cannot convict him. What's the account records for ?! Our University just implemented or to say ... ENFORCED ... on us students a new rule which requires all students to make advance payments of fee. Which means ... even if you have only 3 subjects that s...

Today .. is a very PeK PeK PeK PeK Cek Day !! *pek cek means frustrated in hokkien. I wanted to register for my subjects next semester. I need to do it fast to get a better slot of tutorial time. I started registering since last 2 weeks BUT ... i kept getting an error that i do not have enough credit hours to register. The problem is ... i calculated my credit hours and i had MORE THAN ENOUGH. So ... what's the problem ? >.< ! Then, i saw a bulletin posted at my University Bulletin Board about students facing the same problems as me. Oh Wow .. (i thought) .. at least i'm not the only one. SO i clicked on the (feedback/complaint) button and reported my problem. [coz that's what the bulletin asked me to do.] I received an email the next day saying " please refer to your faculty ".

yeah ! omg !! O M G !! wondering what's going on ? Well .... NOTHING is going on. and ... that's the PROBLEM !! I actually have nothing to blog about ... I'm officially BORED!

I had a dream last night. I woke up straight away and blog about it here because i don't want to forget about it. It was a very romantic and wonderful dream although it ended sadly. It started when i find myself at my old house in Bintulu. Most of my relatives were around ... i still can't get what's going on at that time. Everyone was preparing and rushing to go somewhere. I just stood there watching them fussing over everything. Then i just followed them towards a very grand hotel. When we reached the hotel, then i realize that it's my wedding!! What a shock!! To Whom am i getting married to ?!?! I was escorted to a room to be dressed up and make over. The dress was suited just for me. The right size and length ... it was so beautiful. I dazed over how i looked in the mirror. Never have i seen myself that good looking before!! Not in real life at least. Maybe that's why they call it DREAM. Hahaha ~

怎么办 ... 越来越冷淡了 ... 已经不像从前了。 what should i do ? you are giving me the cold shoulders. We're not anything like before anymore. 聊的话题，越来越少了。 平时通话时间已经很短， 现在变得更短更简洁了。 our topic is getting lesser day by day. and Your calls are getting shorter. 每当我以为没事了， 你的一句话， 却让我鸦雀无声。 “好了... 我要挂了... 因为...你会让我想起不开心的事情。” Everytime i think that we are ok, Just one sentence from you is enough to shut me up. "all right ... i'm hanging up ... talking to you would only remind me of the pain." 我没要求你一定要原谅我。 我也不敢要求什么。 我的心很慌 ... 每一天都过得战战兢兢。 I don't hope for forgiveness. I don't even dare to wish for anything. My heart is so flustered now ... I'm going through everyday gingerly. 我真的觉得很无助... 这种感觉很恐怖... I'm feeling helpless ... And it's scary. 而且，面对这么多人 ... 我只能伪装自己。 因为 ... 一直重复着同一首伤心曲子 只会让自己更痛。 Facing so many people around me ... All i can do is pretend. Because it hurts to repeat the same sad song all over and over again. 有谁知道 ... 在那灿烂的笑容背后， 藏着多少的委屈和悲伤。 who would know ... how much pa...

I never had a wishlist before ... that's because i never knew what i really wanted ... Then, while i was surveying for my friend's birthday present ... I've finally got my OWN wishlist ! ^_^ I never liked perfumes. But this particular one ... totally changed my speculation. Harajuku "Baby" fragrance !! The smell is sooo nice that ... after the promoter sprayed some samples on my hand ... i kept sneefing all the way home !! Hahahaha ~ I REALLY need to save money if i want to get THIS perfume ! CASIO LTP 2069 ! My friend told me that Casio is consider as a cheap brand .. aww come on ! I never minded as long as that thing suits me and i LIKE it ! I didn't really like watch with steel wrist but THIS ... i simply love the design of that 3 round circles inside ! The main point is that the watch is slim enough to look nice on a girl's wrist and it's NOT over girlish. There are other colours as well ... pink, black, dark purple, white ... all are NICE ! haha...

What am i counting down for ?? My FINAL exam of course !! First paper on 3rd of May : 8am ! Land Law ! * cold sweat * So ... ... what the hell am i still doing here ? hahaha ! I just can't get off my blog ! AHHHHHH !! Yes ! i know i know ... i've been changing my heading again ... It's sooo hard to decide one that i like ! Hmmm ... maybe i should set up a poll ? Hihihihi ~ what a good idea !! I also added a new gadget in my blog ... " MUST READ BLOG " seriously are must read blogs ... very interesting, talented and funny ! I'm looking forward to creating a BETTER blog too ... Wish Me Luck !! . . . in my FINAL exam ! No time to create a Better blog yet !