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Starting a NEW experience in KL

2012-02-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

Location : ss2 McDonald (bcoz they say boycott KFC for now .. haha!)
Weather : Raining, i'm basically stucked here ...

Hi ..... (*who the hell am i saying hi to also i dunno ... hahahahaha !)

I just settled down in ss2 Petaling Jaya about a week ago.
But i was 'lepak-ing' at my sister place in Genting Klang for the past week ...
I wasn't ready to sleep in the new room yet. ~_~""
It's quite a nice and cosy place ... feels 40% like home. The room is spacy too !
It's quite a fair price for $330 per month inclusive of water and eletricity bill.
It's a nice small family with 1 atuk, 1 nenek and 2 cucus ... and also a puppy named Fifi (a schnauzer).
they rented out 2 rooms ... and so i occupied one of the room.

I started exploring the area around the house last night while hunting for dinner.
I started with the nearest air-conditioned + open air food court call "Ho Ho Sek".
Everything starts from RM5.50 there !! A small bowl of wantan mee cost RM5.50 !! T__T
i ended up with a plate of Nyonya Nasi Lemak Kari Ayam ($6) .... cause at least got meat !!
I found one 7-11 nearby ... good thing ! and also 2 dobi shops ... (in case i get lazy ^.^)
Today i started my exploration again at the other side of the area ... walking around in the hot sun =.="
There is another food court ... called 为食街 (direct translation: for food street) ... not bad laah ~
During lunch time ... i see people lining up for tapao and ordering at one of the chicken rice stall ...
i guess they have delicious roast pork rice ... i shall try it out one of these days.
I ordered Penang Char Kueh Teow .... mmmmmm ~ delicious and cheap ! ($4.50)

Then i started browsing around guardian ... watson ...and a small store call Savemart ...
I dunno wat i am looking for also ... just look around and see if there are things i need.
I wanted to get a UV protection umbrella .. but non to be found pun .... aih ~

I basically walk ROUND the whole ss2 area ... and nothing interesting also.
I only know at night got Murni Mamak Stall ... but if i were to walk from the place i stay ...
it would be quite a distance ... and i have to passby dark alleys ... scary moh !!
So ... i was thinking while walking ... and decided that i should try to look for a 2nd hand bicycle.
So that i can cycle to further places at night and cari makan !! =D SEE I"M SO CLEVER MOH !!

I'm looking forward for the 2 BIG pasar malam around ss2 area here ...
i have google-ed about it and i find it VERY INTERESTING ...
so i guess that would be my next adventure ... =)

It's quite a lonely life here ... in my 24 hours time a day ... i am talking to a human for less than 1 hour.
Eventually ... it makes the smile on my face lesser ... (^.^) ---> (~_~)
i am showing a serious face most of the time as well ... because i have to be more alert when i'm alone.
I also have to constantly think of ways how not to make myself look vulnerable to BAD ppl at first sight.
Coz my friends are always saying that my face expressions are so NOOB. =.="

I guess my blog will be constantly updated these days ... coz i have NOTHING BETTER to do ... hahaha !!
Oh Ya ! I'm gonna finish up my "masterpiece" painting soon ... hope it looks good ... will update in next post!!

I'm looking forward to a wonderful and peaceful experience with my master and new firm.
I hope i achieve the best i can in my working life ... : )

Signing out for now.

P.S : missing my Reddy ^.^

够了oh！

2012-01-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

够料哦 ....
是怎样啦？要看到人家绝交才甘愿吗？

有时候，你们有没有觉得真的是你们想太多了吗 ... 也好像管太多了...
本来根本真的没事情 .... 再这样下去就真的会出很多事情了！！
大家都是成年人了... 难道还真的认为他们不懂得处理自己的事情吗？
就不能给人家一点点的信心吗？就一口咬定会出事情吗？
搞到对方现在都觉得很尴尬了 ... 这样比较开心是吗？

也许有些会说当初都是某些人的错...
真的很想说：人家本来只是觉得很ngam key的朋友 ... 却被闲言闲语搞到好像真的有问题这样
没问题都变成有问题啦！！白的都可以讲成黑的了！！做什么都可以被质疑... 被当有问题了！

这世界上, 少了一些喜欢讲闲言闲语的人... 就不觉得世界会美好很多吗？
生活也快乐很多！！在想着别人来怪罪的当时．．．　先想想自己吧．．．　想要世界有任何的改变，就先从自己开始吧。　

别随便猜疑... 也别用斜眼看别人...
因为你们永远不会知道人家的苦衷是什么...
批评的人不累 ... 被批评的都已经听到累了...
真的很无趣了 ....

别再破坏人家之间的超好友情 .... 也别再扭曲他们之间单纯的友情了....

做猫吧！！会更快乐！

2011-12-08T19:01:00.000+08:00

我的愿望：

买一个小岛 ... 和我的最爱的人和爸妈 ... 住在里面！！
隔绝世界上所有人！！哼。。。。！！

做么做人要做到这么辛苦？！
本来以为自己很自由 ... 可是好像一点都不会！！
真的很讨厌虚伪的生活着！！我想要做真正的自己过生活！！

真甘愿下辈子做只猫！！
想骄傲就骄傲 ... 想懒惰就懒惰 ...
想玩就玩 ... 想发脾气就发脾气 ...
不管怎样主人都还是爱着你！
真好啊！！！

我真的需要学会自私了！！再不自私就每天被无形中的欺负！！

D'Surprise

2011-09-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

I can't believe until now that i am holding it in my hand.
A million thanks to my dad, my mum and Him.

Here's my new partner ...

its ...

too cool !!

Thanks to my sis and bro for coming down to celebrate wiv me =)
Heart them ... M♥CH

Stupiak face ... ^,^

(=.=)" i never realize i'm that much difference in height with her !!

choosing my 'partner'

2011-09-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

GOSH ! 'who' should i choose ? There is so MANY of them !!

walao .. talk like i need to choose a guy pulak. Hahahaha ~
Chill la .. i'm no man-magnet. So such stuff won't happen one la ...
I'm talking bout phone ! Handphone !!

A handphone is like your partner in life that you cannot live without !
I need one now as my poor classic Nokia 3310 is critically ill now.
Since its my birthday (HapPy BiRtHDaY to Me ^.^) ...
dad n mum sent me money to get one as a present !!
\(^.^)/ WooOooHooOoOo !!

So 'who' should i get ?! Oh No .... dillemma !!
What i have in mind is :
1. Sony Elm
2. Samsung Smartphone
3. HTC Salsa ?
4. HTC Wildfire ?
5. .... many more

But if i could get a Nokia 5000 ... i'll be happier !
I missed that phone. It was simple and nice. Just MY TYPE.

crap talk below :
i was hoping that SHE would wish me on my birthday.
Hmmm ~ i guess she still hasn't forgive me. (~.~)

Can i ...

2011-08-29T17:14:00.001+08:00

It may be the last ...
I don't hope for anything much.

But can i just wish for a little surprise ?

太帥了吧！！

2011-08-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

噢麦嘎！！！！
他太帥了吧！！！！
我的心尽然会跟着他的笑容一起噗通噗通的跳啊！！！

看这张照片。。。

噢。。。好帅啊！！！

下一张更让我疯狂

无可救药的帥！！帥到我不能也忘记呼吸了。。。
别这么帥好不好 T___T 好难过哦 ....

我需要丢垃圾

2011-08-10T09:31:00.000+08:00

不知道是我小气吗？

可是都五年了。。。　我不得不承认　。。。

需要我时，就希望我无论如何都可以为此而牺牲

不需要时，就完全不当我存在　！

我真的真的是在拿自己的热脸来贴人家的冷屁股　！！

这个感觉超超超不好受　！！

我不知道是我的问题还是什么　。。。

我一直努力着，努力想和她们混熟

但是，终会有道墙在之间

唉。。　是我老了　还要硬撑和一般小孩子扮年轻吧

曾经看过一本书

要人家改变　就先改变自己

自己重来没有改变　怎样要人家为你而改变　？

所以　别再怪人了　安琪小姐

自己落伍了　就别怪人家不理你

很丢脸的　！！

在这里发泄完了　可以专心考试了

哈哈哈哈

哦！在这里要祝一位特别的朋友　

生日快乐

Happy Birthday

SELAMAT HARI JADI

பிறந்த நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்

joyeux anniversaire

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE ^.^

my mind lately

2011-07-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, u gotta be in that person shoes to understand what that person is thinking...

NEVER assume that you know what that person is thinking or feeling.

Sometimes i get misunderstood, others might think that i'm so happy go lucky...

Or those who might get to see me emo-ing ... might think that i'm unfriendly or cool.

I'm not acting anything out ...

OK. Maybe i am .. because i always try to act like i'm happy no matter how unhappy i am.

My problem could be ... i don't like to share my unhappiness with others.

I prefer to share my happiness than my unhappiness.

It's because of this ... i always tend to keep things to myself.

Try asking my closest friends .. they will know. I seldom talk about my stuffs.

If it's happy stuffs .. yeah .. they will definitely know.

But my other sides, not many will have the chance to know.

Unless there is this special time where i can't handle my feelings anymore and i let it all out.

Recently, there are some things happening. I'm definitely unhappy.

I'm kind of stressed out. But i don't feel like sharing it. Hahahahahah ~

I know .. i'm stupid and silly. But ... please don't force me to say stuffs which i don't feel like saying.

I'm the kind who will only share my problems when the problems is solved or over.

When i'm facing the problems, i don't tend to share, i tend to keep it in me and try to solve it myself.

Wanting me to change this habit in a short time ? It's kind of impossible ... because i have always been like this.

I also realize that i am really not myself recently. I get irritated very easily ... i get emo easily. I also get angry and frustrated very fast. *sigh* ... maybe my limit is near. But i am always and trying hard to handle my problems. I don't wish much .. i just hope ... i can spend my last 2 months in this university life happily ... and do stuffs that i like... spend my time with people that i love ... cherish my moments because i won't know when would i ever get to spend my time with them anymore like now ...

Unhappiness ... SHOO SHOO !! I don't need you ... Problems and Trouble BE AWAY ! I don't want you to be my friend (like the song sung by Lenka "Trouble is a friend").

I just wish those around me to be happy. I'm sorry if i have indirectly hurt anyone of you ... Forgive me for not being myself lately. I am trying to find myself back. I think i have caught my tail ... the rest of myself will be back soon .. hahaha ~ Peace be with you all.

翘翘板

2011-06-28T00:31:00.001+08:00

最近的心情就像翘翘板

一下快乐一下优伤

大姨妈都过了到底是干嘛

我也不知道

可能更年期到了？哈哈哈。。。

笨蛋小坏蛋。。。妳想太多了

刀刀太可爱了

所以近期都会以它为主题

顺便帮它做点宣传

哈哈哈哈。。。

难受

2011-06-23T08:27:00.000+08:00

我能感觉到你的心痛，

你有你说不出的无奈 ...

但是你做出一副无所谓的样子，

你越是这样我就越难受 ...

Angry-G

2011-06-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

Don't know la ... why nowadays so easy get mad and get emo.
Maybe the monthly thingie ... but then it's not even near yet ...

Seriously, the internet connection at my new apartment is getting on my nerves.
We paid so much to them ... and now we can't even get any internet !
Plus ... we tried to move our old streamyx line over ... then TM told me that there is no ground line installed at the apartment yet ... so they cannot move it over !! I cannot cancel it as well because i'm still on the unipack contract ... if i cancel it ... i have to pay a penalty of RM600 !! What The Hell la ... then what they want me to do now ? Cannot cancel ... cannot move ... cannot use ... but want me to continue to pay ?! MA DE ... how not to feel pekcek la !!

From my wordings, i guess it's obvious again that i'm very hot tempered already. Urgh ... It's so inconvenient la !! I want to do my research online .. i have to bring my laptop to the digital library ... not exactly a very comfortable place !! For the whole week .. i have to bring my laptop around in campus !! They will compensate me for inconvenience fee or not leh ?? NO ! .............

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Huh ... have to cool down xia... Can feel my blood pressure and heart rate going up and my poor keyboard gonna burst d ...

My very last semester of my university life is starting ... My feelings are mixed ... time feels so short. I'm not sure if i'm gonna miss this or i want to get out of this and earn money as fast as possible ... I know a lot of people told me that working life is not fun .. i experience that d ... i get it. But i think i need to earn money more than i need to enjoy my own life ... I wish so much that 2012 is not the end of our world ... so that i can achieve what i want in life .. repay those who have been so kind to me ... be with the ones i love and take care of them ... There is so many things i still wanna do ...

ahh .. ignore my stupid thoughts la ... when emo is like this one la ... SiEN la .. When can this sien-ness end ??

Words and SWords

2011-05-24T16:07:00.001+08:00

This gonna be an emo post.

Words are sharper than swords. Have you ever heard of this phrase ?
It's the truth and a fact.

I had a little argument with my friend, whom i can say i have always treated in my heart as a very damn good friend. But something i said made him misunderstood me. It's a minor thing. Damn minor stuff ...

But then, the words that you used to reply me ... it's really very sensitive and hurtful to me.
I mean like ... c'mon ... how long have you known me ? Do you think i am someone who would mean that to you ? Am i like that in your eye ? If that's really so ... i feel really really hurt. Funny you know ... i never thought i will take your words to my heart so closely. I don't know why this time you would made me feel like so. It's undeniably hurtful to me.

Even if you were joking, maybe it's a little too much of a joke to me. I apologize if i really made you misunderstood me. But i never expect that from you as well. Maybe it's cause i'm more sensitive nowadays that i feel it to my heart more than usual.

Anyway, my mood had been spoilt the whole day through. Suddenly there is no reason for me to feel happy and smile, i feel like hiding somewhere again all by myself and spending the time all alone, away from everyone... like i always do when i feel that i can't handle my feelings anymore.

... ... Where should i hide this time ... ...

T_T

Shock of MY LIFE !!

2011-05-15T14:17:00.001+08:00

All these years ... to be exact ... it's 9 years ?
I thought and THOUGHT that my blood type is 'O'
Then ... my uncle needs to undergo an operation and his blood type is 'O'
So i volunteered happily to donate my blood to him.
When i asked my friends to donate ... i was proudly telling everyone i am gonna donate coz i am an O type.

The day to go screening and check up for those who wants to donate blood is yesterday. I went happily and excitedly with my 2 sisters : Emily and Lene.

When the nurse pricked me, all i was worried about is that i don't have enough iron in my blood or i might fail the blood pressure test coz i have lower blood pressure.

Sekali she said : Oh .. your Iron level is quite low. Not even enough for yourself. And ... by the way ... you cannot donate because your blood type is B.

i was like ......... what ?! ......

GOSH !! i am totally shocked ok ?! My sister was laughing like hell ... coz i used to laugh at her long time ago that her blood type MUST be "B" because she so 'lokek' !! Then after this test : end up I AM B and SHE IS O !!!!!! @_@ ?!?!?

I seriously got STUNNED for a while there. I asked the nurse again ... R U SURE ? ... she said : YES.
I totally cannot accept this fact for a while ...
All this years, even reading those what psychological stuff in magazines and newspapers ... i have checked O type ... then now everything is not what i think it is ?!

Until now ... i kept feeling like this body or blood flowing inside of me is an alien blood that doesn't belong to me !! Weird ... damn weird feeling wey ...
It's like you always thought you are a girl and someone suddenly check you and say you are a boy.
GOSHHhhhhh ... ... i'm still kinda ... shock ... ...

Ouch T_T

2011-05-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

ouch ... i hurt myself last few nights while crossing a drain in the rain in Malacca.
Painful dao .......

A little of everything

2011-04-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

Here's a little of everything that has been going on around me for these past 2 months.
*sorry .. i'm too lazy to break them up into each little post.*

"LoYa" in training

hmm .. i wonder if i will get sued for this ? Because there is actually a sign which says "no camera" .. oops !

this is the Teoh Beng Hock's case court room. We are not allowed to go in without passes. But we can watch what is going on inside, from the TV on the wall.Those people are reporters, always loyally sitting there and listening to the trials.

my friend who always TRY to LOOK busy. hahahahah ~

and this girl .. who so suka eating and berlagak cool at the court .. hahahaha !!

ok .. ok ... i'm not exactly watching movie. This is one of my many job while doing training... to watch the court's camera and type down every single words that is said in the clips. It sounds easy but it's so frustrating when the lawyer speaks so soft !! A 1 hour clip will take you 5 to 6 hours to complete ! Now you want to say it's easy ?

I hope you are hungry .. you better prepare a pail for your saliva for what's next on my list.

FOODS and TREATS

Stopby at KLCC for this delicious breakfast of Milky Flavoured Croissant and Scrambled Egg for only RM4.99

A famous cantonese restaurant at Sungai Wang ... 又一村

An air-conditioned restaurant in SS15 ? Somewhere in PJ, KL ... i tell you... The prawn mee is just DAMN delicious man !!!! *price unknown coz my aunty and uncle bring me makan one.

My first time at Sunway's Tony Roma's ... thanks to my 10 years friend "cicak" .. hahahah ! *he say can claim so no need to bother about the price. >,<

Sarawakians would mouth water over this ! oohhh .. my favourite !

Peaches Cafe at Megan Avenue. It's not bad .. price consider reasonable around that area. My lunch yesterday.

The latest attraction in town. Snowflake is a must try dessert. Now you can find it at Bintang Walk area. Just beside starbucks of Sungei Wang. Most love it cold but i actually prefer the hot one. This particular bowl is named "bestseller" =__=" seriously ... and what's so famous about this ? They say it's the Taro Ball.

Let's get sticky ! The process of watching them creating the candy is more interesting than eating the candy itself. Hahaha ~ We got it for mum and emily, the March and April babies.That's my uncle posing beside my sis.

I cannot understand why so many people could queue up for this ?! (what am i doing there myself ? i dun understand as well. I just wanna join in the "fun" only) Oh ! but .. the lemonade really taste GREAT !!

SNaP SNaP !

The hottest sensation in the city now. It's all about speed and coolness.Too bad i missed out the speed street show at pavillion street. Aww ..

Memory Lane KLCC. The name says it all ... memory ... Never know i'll be back here again after about 1 year ? Here's where i got my teddy with ...hmm ... and look ! there's my DooDolls ! OOOhhh .. !

Random SHots. (Ish .. this word 'random' makes me remember ah ben who is in US who calls me a random girl just because i greet him good morning! hmph !) Was waiting for a friend outside a temple for vegetarian food.

The two noobies. She looks more NooB bcoz of her 'cute' fringe. We accidentally wore the same shirt and was shocked when we saw each other ! My uncle practically forced us to go and get another shirt bcoz he cannot stand looking at us both wearing the same thing =__+"

She and the HUGE bag. It can fit 8 person inside i think. Maybe the kidnappers should consider this ? =P

I was hunting all over sungei wang and berjaya times square for this backpack ! I saw red and blue .. but i wanted black or grey. I couldn't decide between Red and Blue .. in the end i took blue but i missed the red. T_T

We saw some crew doing shooting of a film. It was a scene of accident. I salute the female actress for being able to lie down on the HOT tar road for such a long time ! Not famous people so i dunno who they are.

Kittens SMittens

I GO CRAZY OVER THEIR LITTLE CUTE PAW !!!

They were brought by their mother cat to my aunt's house. Aren't they adorable ?! I wish i could keep the grey one .. it's so naughty and cute ! What do u think Joesky, my dear roomy ~ hahaha ! OMG ... cat's paw makes me CRAZY!! arghhhh !

The Word Game

2011-03-22T10:34:00.001+08:00

Something interesting to get our brain starting on this Tuesday morning !
See if you can figure out what these seven words all have in common?

1. Banana

2. Dresser

3. Grammar

4. Potato

5. Revive

6. Uneven

7. Assess

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Are you thinking what i'm thinking ? Which is each words have double letter ?

WRONG.

If you take the first letter of each words and put it at the end of the words, and spell it from backwards, it will still be the same word.

Amazing ? =D

Socrates

2011-03-21T17:15:00.001+08:00

In ancient Greece (469 - 399 BC), Socrates was widely lauded for his wisdom.

One day an acquaintance ran up to him excitedly and said, "Socrates, do you know what I just heard about Diogenes?"

"Wait a moment," Socrates replied, "Before you tell me I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test."

'Triple filter?" asked the acquaintance.

"That's right," Socrates continued, "Before you talk to me about Diogenes let's take a moment to filter what you're going to say. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?"

"No," the man said, "Actually I just heard about it."

"All right," said Socrates, "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter of Goodness. Is what you are about to tell me about Diogenes something good?"

"No, on the contrary..."

"So," Socrates continued, "You want to tell me something about Diogenes that may be bad, even though you're not certain it's true?"

The man shrugged, a little embarrassed. Socrates continued, "You may still pass the test though, because there is a third filter, the filter of Usefulness. Is what you want to tell me about Diogenes going to be useful to me?"

"No, not really."

"Well," concluded Socrates, "If what you want to tell me is neither True nor Good nor even Useful, why tell it to me or anyone at all?"

The man was bewildered and ashamed.
This is an example of why Socrates was a great Greek philosopher and held in such high esteem.

It also explains why Socrates never found out that Diogenes was having an affair with his wife.

Hahahaha !!! >,<

tHe sToRy

2011-03-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

For the lonely, broken and lost souls ...

A farmer was riding his horse with a wagon behind him carrying haystacks.

It was winter and the weather is freezing.

Halfway on his journey back home ... he saw this woman shivering in the cold.

As he approach her, he saw that she has a baby in her arms.

He quickly asked her to board his wagon to save them from dying in the cold.

As they were on the way, the woman was hugging her child tight in her arms.

She started to become frozen a little by little .. and her mind started to go into the sleeping state in which if she actually close her eyes and sleep, she would be frozen in her sleep and die.

When the farmer saw that she is on the verge of dying from the frostiness, he stopped the wagon.

He got down and pulled the baby away from the woman, then he left the woman by the road side. He drove away without the woman.

The woman was frantic. She forced herself to get up on her feet. Desperately trying to take a step .. and another step ... grasping into the empty air in front of her .. with her weak voice she shouted : my baby ! my baby !! My baby ... !!

Slowly .. her steps got bigger and bigger ... and she started walking faster until at last ... she caught up with the farmer and the wagon. She was reunited with her baby.

Do you understand what is the message behind this story ? If you do ... It's very very meaningful and encouraging ! This is how we should deal with life ... and do acknowledge that the farmer is our GOD.

May Peace be on earth.

He needs YOU

2011-03-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,

I have a little prayer for you.
I want to help him get through his hardship as much as i can.
I do not mind how hard it is for me ... as long as i can put a smile to his face.
I pray for him everyday when i wake up and when i go to sleep.
I could cry ... thinking of how suffering he is inside.
Sometimes he can be very stubborn ...
It's because he has his own ways of dealing with things which some may not acknowledge.

But dear lord ... do not put him through so much test.
Have mercy on him.
Make him strong .. make me stronger to be able to support him. when he needs me.
I ask that you may give him a better life than he had.
We do not ask for much ... but we just need enough.

I humbly put myself before you lord that you may answer my prayer.
Amen.

ThE diNnEr

2011-03-13T01:38:00.001+08:00

Just got back from the Malaysian BAR Annual Dinner and Dance night 2011.
The BAR is like the lawyer association of Malaysia.

It was like such a lucky chance for me as my firm paid for our tickets for us to go. The table cost RM 1600 man .... Soooo different from the usual RM500 per table food and treatment. Hahahha ~

It was held at doubletree by hilton hotel, and the theme was 'RETRO'. I wear quite normal la ... coz just an attachee only ... don't want to be too outstanding. I even did my own make up which didn't look anything like make up at all ( i feel like i'm so wasting the make up products because everytime after i finish make up ... no one would realize that i actually did make up. =___="" )

I met my lecturers there and it was such a pleasant surprise. I also met an old schoolmate back from my hometown. I get to know my colleagues closer from this dinner ... which is a good thing. I'm actually a quiet girl in their impression. hahahaha ~ so untrue ... wait till they get to know the real me >,<

So there was this one stand up comedy guy, Douglas Lim, a funny guy really. He made one joke which i think i MUST share with you all ...

There is this survey made that proves Malaysian Police are the BEST and MOST EFFICIENT police in the whole world. How is that possible ? Read on ...

3 police from 3 different countries were called on. The American Police, The China Police and the Malaysian Police. The man wanted to know which country has the BEST police. SO he took a rabbit and let it go in a forest. Then the American Police is asked to look for the rabbit and bring it to him.

So the American Police started going "tik tok tiik tok ...tak tak takta tak ..." on his keyboard and then "tut tut tut tut tut ..." send signals to the satelite in the sky which scans the whole forest "twing ... twing... twing ... recalculating ... twing ... twing ... twing"and then by using the infra red .. they found the location of the rabbit ! So they send their man into the exact location and brought the rabbit before the man. It took them 3 days and they spent about RM3mil just to find the rabbit ( because they use expensive satelite .. unlike "some country" that use the cheap satelite called Asxxo where if a bit rain then the signal will gone d ..>.< )

Then it's the China Police turn. So the China Police called upon ALL their police in the whole country and line them up in ONE straight line. Then they all started marching in a straight row going "1 ... 2 ... 1 ... 2 ... 1 ... 2 ...1 ... 2 ... " and suddenly "1 ... 2 ... 1 ... ta ma de ! Oh ... ! Rabbit Found !! " then they all started marching back again in a row. They spend about 1 day to find the rabbit and it cost them nothing because all the police in China are always proud and willing to serve for their mother country.

Then now .. it's the Malaysian Police turn. They sent ONLY 2 inspector. Then the 2 police inspector went in and looked for the rabbit. After about 45 minutes, they came out already. But there was no rabbit with them. Instead, there is this one BIG brown BEAR following behind them. The bear's hand is in handcuff and it is badly beaten up.

Wondering why is it ?? Well .. when the man asked them where's the rabbit, they pointed to the Bear and guess what the Bear said ...

"Ok ... Ok ... OK ... i admit ... i admit ... i am the rabbit. I am THE rabbit."

HAHAHahhAhAHHAhahhHAHAhhHHAhahhaHAHah ~

*get the joke ? Too bad if you don't !!

My Legal Attachment : Story 2

2011-03-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

My story from day 2 onwards for the 1st week.

Day 2
I LOST MY PHONE. T_T
yeah ~ the stupid dunno who LADY who took my phone ... i hope you cirit-birit for the whole month !! HMPH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was at Sunway Medical Centre doing some legal work for my firm. Then i was too occupied with my work that i went to toilet absent mindedly... I left the phone on the tissue holder box !! I went back in like half an hour later and it's gone. I ran to the security guard room and they said no one reported about it. I went to ask around all the departments on that floor .. NOTHING.
Hello ! Only Sunway Medical Staff are using the toilet !! No one else because it's a staff-only floor ! ARGH ... !!! You are working under Sunway and yet so poor meh ?!?! Even a cheap phone also wanna steal ?!?! ARHh .... !! I loved that phone a LOT ! I'm frustrated because that phone is not available on the market anymore ...
I had to call DiGi and walk to DiGi centre at pyramid to get a new simcard and buy a new battery for my other spare hp.

and .. the funny thing about everyone is ... the first question all those working with me asked is : OMG ! IS it an iPhone 4 ?
Then when i answered : No.
Their reaction is : oh ... nvm la like that. It's time to get a new iPhone 4 !
*what la ... iPhone then only it's a big deal, if not iPhone then nvm ? =_=" what kind of world is this ?

Ok .. i am over this already. Although i miss my phone occasionally when i felt a need to take pictures of stuffs i really liked. T_T sad-ing ..

Day 3 to 4
Basically just doing legal document works. Not boring and not too busy. Get to try the feeling of facebook-ing in office at last. Haaha ..One of the biggest shock i get for the 3rd day is ... KLCC mix rice : tofu + egg + long bean = RM7.30 !!!!!!!

I totally went like : What ?! How Much ?! Then she repeated .. and i was like STUNNED for a few seconds before i take my purse. DAMN IT !! NO MORE 2Nd time !!

Day 5
We decided to head to work at 6.30am sharp today. Wooo .. the whole journey was smooth ! and imagine how far front we get to park ! hahaha .. but it was just TOO early ! We reached KLCC at around 7.30am ! OMG .. 1 and half hour to lepak ?!

Then we were greeted with a very annoyed voice of our friend, Colin. Saying how stupid we all are for wearing such formal shirts because friday is casual day ! =__+ oh No ... and soon we get to see how stupid we look. Everyone is wearing jeans and t-shirt to work ! some even wear spaghetti string and mini jeans plus sneakers ho !! Definitely ... we are feeling so awkward !

DOn't know why we feel so energetic on friday. Maybe because it's saturday tomorrow and we don't work on saturdays ! WooHoo !! What a week !

My Legal Attachment : Story 1

2011-03-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

I have started my 3 months attachment with a firm named Mah-Kamariyah & Philip Koh.
Located just next to KLCC, it is a medium sized firm situated in a Bungalow next to Corus Hotel.

The first day
We were suppose to report to the lawyer at 9.30am. But you know KL lah ... sure Jam here and there one.
So we (me + neo) left for work at 6.55am. Arriving at the Kelana Jaya LRT Station at 7.20am ... the car parks are almost full !! Lucky us ... we had 1 more parking left at the last row. From KJ Station, we reached KLCC station at 8.00am ... adui ~ 1 and a half hour more to go ... so we went to explore and lepak a bit at the KLCC food court.

At 9.00am ... we were worried that the lawyer might arrive early, so we head to the office - only 4 minutes walk from the station going out from avenue K. Reaching the firm, it was quiet ... empty ... only the clerk sitting there. So we greeted her and she lead us to the " waiting area ". The lawyer only arrived at around 10am =__=""

After being assigned our place to sit, for the period of time before lunch hour (1pm) .. we ACTUALLY sat at our desk and watched squirrels jumping around at the branch outside the window. SERIOUSLY NO JOKE. No one wanted to give us anything to do ! SO i could not stand it anymore .. i actually begged for something to do from a chambering girl sitting in the same cubicle as us. So she gave us 1 pile of letters to be faxed to all the companies and banks.

I took it with a happy heart ! At last ! I looked at the time ... 12.00pm ... just nice ! I can finish it up before lunch and just enjoy my first lunch hour break ! Then mana tahu .......... the stupid fax machine ..... buat kacau with me ! Just fax-ing 1 pile of documents ... took me almost 1 hour plus !! I was late .. for lunch T_T

After finally finishing my fax-ing duty, we (me+neo+colin) quickly head for lunch somewhere around avenue K food court which is so hidden inside that only the working community will know that it exist. The food is ... SO EXPENSIVE !! The cheapest you can find is around RM5.80 for some kind of fried wok food , which tasted really bad ! Yeewwkkk .... !

After lunch break, we headed back to the firm with a full stomach (sort of). Then ... WHAM ... suddenly ! there is so many things waiting for us to do. It's like when we left for lunch .. they all had a meeting about us and then planned to SLAM us with all those works ! After assigning a research from a very strict litigation lawyer Mr Yap, i was asked to follow the associates to Sunway Company and help look through their agreements. We took the cab and it costs us RM40 to go back to Sunway from Ampang. But i was lucky because i'm staying just behind Sunway Medical Centre .. so i can just walk home avoiding all the jams on the road once the legal department close their office. I arrived home at 6.30pm .. how nice for the 1st day =D

I was greeted by a nice dinner prepared by my dear aunty ... and after taking my bath and writing the log book for my attachment report, i actually slept at 9.30pm that night because i was mentally too exhausted !

It was a beautiful start for the first day =)

i am bored

2011-02-26T10:07:00.000+08:00

everyday ...
all i can do is just listen to the Happenings in Sunway Lagoon.

Hmmmm .... when can i go there and play ? T_T

touchdown KL

2011-02-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

Just arrived from Malacca a few hours ago.
I'm definitely not here for fun.
Definitely feeling very very nervous now.

I had a peek at the Law Firm that i'm gonna be attached to for this 3 months.
Well ... the lawyer in charge of us definitely made me went .. tongue-tied!
I couldn't speak properly ... and i think i was showing too much nervous-ness!

Walking into the office itself gave me stress.
There were PILES and PILES of files over the tables ...
i couldn't even see who is sitting behind those files !
I was like .. OMG @o@ !! ... that's what i'm gonna face for 3 months !

I'm not happy at all being here.
The stressful life of the KL-nians ... not something i want.
Waking up early morn and catching the LRT to work.
Coming back after 8pm and stucked in the traffic jams ...
i don't know what should i enjoy from all those hectics!

The only lucky thing is i am living in Sunway.
Which is quite relaxing being at my aunt house.
ONE word = comfortable.

I hope i survive my 3 months here which seems so LONG.
Oh ya ~ i'm lucky that they let me take my 2 days leave in April.
I can have a trip back to Bario ! Yay !!
Soooo looking forward for it after being stucked here for so long.

Good Luck to me. Good Luck to you.

My first touch 'n go card !!! Hahahaa ~

After Finals !

2011-02-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

THis is what we do after final exam !!

We ENJOY eating !! ^_^

Law Night 2011

2011-01-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

AWESOME !! FANTABULOUS !!

this is all i have to say about this year's Multimedia University Law Night 2011 - Grand Royale.

I beg to differ with all the others who complaint about how BAD the law night this year is.
First of all, serving only plain water may be kinda lame when u thought about it at the first point, but it was actually quite satisfying as it acts as a neutralizer from all the foods and dessert that we had. They also had choices of tea and coffee which would have blended well with the desserts. If they were to serve cordial drinks or carbonated drinks, i don't think we could have enjoyed the food that much. Most of us might need ENO due to the stuffed stomachs ! and the ladies ... u will be worried of ur tummy bulging out from all the gas of the carbonated drinks. So .. i personally think that plain water, tea and coffee was a good idea.

and the next complaint about goodies bag .. hmm ... from previous years ... what i experience is that the stuff in the goodies bags are kinda lame as well. Toothpaste la ... Washing Detergent ... bla bla ... and i think it's because they got their sponsor from them. But this year .. the lucky draw sponsor was dermatological and gold goh and green scent and team hair studio and OHM fitness centre .. so i didn't expect any gift. But that little soap was good enough. I loved it ! Too bad many of them didn't appreciate it .. so i took more than 1 home ! hahaha .. maybe 2 .. or 3 .. or more ... *hiihhihi

Ok .. enough with the wordings .. i'll let the pictures speak for itself. =)

This is our Table 9 ... well most of us are in table 9. hhahaha ... i simply love this group picture.

and then .. we all started taking pictures all over the place. That cute lady in green saree is my Law of Evidence lecturer. She's so adorable that day ! When she went up stage, the whole crowd screamed and shouted ! hahaha ! A Big celebrity !

and there's me .. with all my friends. Yeap .. even the first guy in this pic. U know who is he ? .... No ?!?
For god sake ... he is ADAM C !! From Hitz FM !! He is the MC for that night !! Oooohh !!

and me with Kak Juza. Hahaha ! Kak oh ah kak .. banyak jugak gambar kite berdua ni !

i love this pic the most taken with Mr Tan Kei Vin. This is my 'lao gong' and i am his 'er lao po'. It's a nickname we had for each other because of an event that we were in charged together a few years back in MMU.

wondering what is this ? I'm performing !! We performed the Bo Beep dance by T-ara ! hahaaha .. i will post a link to the video of this whole performance which i choreographed, well until the extent of the choir singing of the song "satu malaysia". After that .. it's not my idea d. Hahaha ~

pictures taken before, during and after performance. A great bunch of people with many interesting stories behind. Hehehe ~

and FINALLY ... signing off with narcissistic me .. hahaha !

Oops !! i forget about the link to our performance video in youtube.

Here it is. Click here.

Thanks a lot to the Grand Royale committee for their endurance with our practice hours which practically sucks ... hahaha ! *hugz*

1 Malaysia

2011-01-16T15:07:00.003+08:00

Definitely weird for me to post something with this kinda title. Haha !
I have a reason to do so cause ...
Of all the songs about 1 malaysia, i ESPECIALLY love this one !

By AMP ALL STARS click here
*or u can just click "PLAY" on the ipod at the left side bar to listen to this awesome song !

♥ Satu Malaysia ♥

Verse 1

Oh indahnya apabila
Kita bersama
Kau, aku, kita semua
Tiada bezanya

No matter whatever the challenge may be
We’ll face it together, the stronger we’ll be

*Tamil lyrics*(淡米爾語)
Ondraga seinthu, endrendrum vazhvom Santhosham neeranthaeram
(Together we come united as one, and live forever, Our happiness is permanent.)

Chorus

Satu Bangsa
Satu Suara
Satu Nada
Satu Irama
Bersama kita capai semua
Satu Malaysia

Rap

Satu Bangsa we're united in music
Satu Irama united we stand
I feel the hearts of my people when we struggle everyday to be the best that we can
We share the food that we eat, we share the words that we speak, I say what’s up? You say “apa cerita?”
You hungry bro?, jom makanlah!

Verse 2

We go up, never go down
We go up together

*Chinese lyrics*(華語)
Wo men shi yi ge Malaysia (we are one Malaysia)(我們是一個馬來西亞)
Wo men yong yuan zai tong yi ge jia (we are one family)(我們永遠在同一個家)

Together we are strong
Tuan jie yi qi bu fen bi ci (unity with one vision)(團結一起不分彼此)

Together we are strong
Xiang qin xiang ai wan zhong yi xin (we love each other and we share a vision)(相親相愛萬眾一心)

United we stay, forever and ever
That's the way it's gonna be

Chorus 1x

Bridge Sketch

Ean: Dude, JJ!
JJ: Yes Ean.
Ean: You know what part is this in the song
JJ: Yes it’s the part where they go 1 key higher
Ean: Okay we’ll be quiet now okay
JJ: Yea coz we can't sing but everyone else, 1 key higher!

Chorus 2x

Eh, dah habis? Saya nanyi bila?
Eh engkau dah tua dah.
Engkau dengan aku tak nanyi.
Tepuk tangan je.

Latest Updates

2011-01-14T01:21:00.001+08:00

Latest Updates for XiawHuaiDan.

Just got well from serious sickness. Damn sad. I named it "the new year curse".
Because i fall sick on 01/01/2011 and lasted for almost a week !
Just look at all the meds that i need to take ... !!!

Eat till wanna pengsan ! It's very torturing for me to swallow all those tablets. and .. i HATE the cough liquid meds. After taking it, i always feel nauseous ...

Luckily now xiawhuaidan totally cured d. Don't think i want to get sick again after this experience.

Lately, xiawhuaidan busy keeping up with assignment due dates and also Law Night 2011.
First time going to perform on the Law Night dinner.
The performance will be something like CHOIR and DRAMA. I hope the guest would enjoy this particular performance which i choreographed. I'll post a video of the whole thing after the Law Night.
One bad thing is ... until today, i havent even decide what to wear that night ! OMG !

Then today, xiawhuaidan had a very interesting experience.
After jurisprudence class at 6pm, xiawhuaidan went to help her lecturer at his office (very messy office).
He is a professor in human rights and jurisprudence subjects, very funny and cute old man who is in his 60's i think ? Then huaidan and her friends wanted to go for dinner and he actually asked if he could join us for dinner ! I was surprised ... but delighted as well !

So, we went to Sushi King at Jusco and did some groceries shopping as well. He eats very healthy food ... like vegetable juice, brown rice, fruits, olive oil, low fat milk (which he bought 5 packs !) and etc. No wonder he has such fair and smooth skin even though he is so much older than us !

We even helped him to carry all the stuff into his house. We felt a pang of sadness in our heart when we see the condition of the house and him living alone in the whole apartment. I really felt like accompanying him and help him to clean up his place, which we have decided to do after we finish our final exam.

Recently, xiawhuaidan is also a little addicted to this Korean Drama called "是美男啊" . The OST musics from this drama is sooooooooo nice. I started watching because i was told the female actress in the drama looks like me. Then now ... my korean drama freak friend ... keeps calling me 'koh mee nam' =__="

This is the poster of the drama.

Closer look. Do we look alike ? I don't think so. Because i think my facial is too special for someone to look like me. Hahahahaahahahahahhahaha ...
But i like the storyline of how the vain and sibeh 'SS' guy actually wanted to get the girl's attention. I didn't appreciate the looks of the actors at first, but after a while, i started to really really like them. Hahaha.

Time to sleep. Don't know when will be my next update. My legal attachment ( training ) is starting on March. To be honest ... i am damn nervous. I pray and hope that everything goes well for me from now on. Every step i take now ... is crucial for my future. Cannot play play lo ... T_T

The Best Holidays

2010-12-28T11:37:00.001+08:00

Hmm .. i don't know where i should start. SO much to write about, so little time.
I guess i'll start with the dates.

4 and 5 december 2010
VOLLEYBALL TOURNAMENT @ CYBERJAYA

My teammates and Me with all my lebam and bruises from the games.

To be the champion .. it comes with a lot of price. ^^

6 - 8 December 2010

TRIP TO MALACCA A FAMOSA FORT AND MANY MORE ...

yeah ~ my family was in Malacca ! How happy was i at that time. WHen they left ... i felt so reluctant and sad ... and empty. I really missed them a lot that i became a little homesick. I couldn't be back home for at least another 6 months! That's why they came down to meet me. =) There's nothing like the love of our family.

at the Museum. There were lots of historical stuffs which i never realized how interesting it can be to see it.

My daddy and Mummy while waiting for the boat ride.

My neighbours who are our close family as well. We all feel like one family when we are together. It's kinda awkward to call them our friends or neighbour. I really dunno how i should address them. Hahaha .. our family's closest and best friend ?

On the boat ride along the Sungai Melaka. We all enjoyed the beautiful and historical scenery and the fun of being splashed by water occasionally. HAhahah .. it's just too bad that we didn't have a good camera to take pictures of. ( we had to borrow from my friend. paiseh.. )

One of the beautiful wall arts (graffiti) that you can see when you're on the melaka river cruise.

HOW can we miss the FAMOUS sate celup @ Malacca ? Daddy and my sis enjoyed it.

In front of A Famosa Fort. It was extremely sunny !

In the TYT Museum. We were shocked with how much culinary sets they needed just to eat a simple dinner and meal ! *no wonder they always look so fat ! eating delicious foods from our tax payers money ! Hmph!

In the museum. Some candid shots.

a 'real life' well ! It was so deep ... we didn't dare to step over it. Ahaha ... most of us are scared of heights.

Mountainous of local products for sale. You can find everything from penang until Johor local products.

Pictures we took while we were 'shopping' in tan Kim Hock Local Product store

Then we are head on to Jonker Street for some 'street shopping' !

Me and My Bintulu Lover ... that's what i always call him. Hahahaha ...

The Foursome !

Our Mr Model ... modelling for the trousers we plan to buy for raymond.

Enjoying our cendol at the antique building in jonker. I think the name of the shop is 88 ?

9th December 2010
ICE SKATING @ SUNWAY SKATING RANGE

DINNER AT DRAGON STH STH RESTAURANT WITH UNCLE SIM'S FAMILY @ KL

my uncle sim and aunt mag treated us to their special anniversary dinner. It was just simply delicious ! I gotta go back there again someday !!

My uncle and aunty in there couple t-shirt that we bought for them. Aww .. they look so cute and loving together. My dad says : an example of a couple who really loves each other till this day ... is them. Of course .. my dad and mum is another of the example too. Many envy my mum for having a husband who loves her unconditionally ... especially even after knowing she has parkinson.

They enjoyed watching the video that my aunt recorded using her Sony Videocam. There are a lot of 'cannot-be-published' video inside ! hahahaha !! I hope she doesn't show it in Facebook !

This drink ! OMG ... the most SOUR drink i ever tasted ! I dunno what it is call .. but in foochow .. my mum called it something like "mong ku long" ... ?

AND .....

that ends our holiday trip this year 2010. We all had a great time and really missed each other when it was time for them to go back. I wanted much to follow them to the airport that morning but ... i know i wouldn't be able to control my emotions and tears once they boarded. So i put aside the thought and accompanied my cry-baby sister in KL for another few hours before taking the 7pm bus back to Malacca.

I know ... and will make sure that there is another trip like this next year. Coz it's my graduation year ! It's a very long post but i am loving every moment of uploading the pics because it's like a mental walkthrough with the memories. =)

Sneak Preview

2010-12-14T20:10:00.001+08:00

Ho Ho Ho ~ Merry Christmas .... i'm back !

sadly .. i dun haf the time to post anything much yet ... so ... here's a sneak preview of what i'm gonna 'story' about when i'm free to tend to my bloggy ~ happy holidays all !

under the famous Pokok Melaka where the King rested and saw a mousedeer kicked the hunting dog into the river.
Hmm .. wondering what kind of story is this ?
sounds familiar to some ?
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Stay tune for xiawhuaidan's blog.

HAHAHHAA ! SO commercialize sial ~

不想失望 ... 可以吗？

2010-12-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

刚刚练好球回来 ...
唉！今天状况非常down ... 一点气氛都没 ...
明明再过几天就是比赛了 ...
今天也是最后一次赛前练习，干嘛一个个都无精打采？

拜托好吗？也许你们根本不在乎的一场比赛，可是对我来说很重要啊！
这个可能是我在大学生涯的最后一场 tournament 了！
我真的想要最后一场 tournament 是最风光，最精彩的回忆！
以后踏入社会，根本没有这种机会了！

本来以为可以开开心心的去奋斗一场，谁知道 ... 唉 ...
所有期待的心情都没了 ...
想奋斗的意志也不见了 ...

算了 ...
明明告诉过自己别对事情期望太高，因为只会跌的更痛 ...
白痴，你这次真的期望太高了 ...

the letter D

2010-11-26T10:29:00.001+08:00

Hi ya all !
Dang ! it's been a long time since my last post.
Ah well ... it's nothing compared to when i did my last confession ... which was N years ago ? Hhaaha !

I'm kinda busy for the previous weeks, with my mooting competition (thank god i won my round), then recently i'll be disappearing for another 2 weeks because midterm exams is just around the corner and right after my midterm break holidays starts, i have a volleyball tournament at SeGi Kuala Lumpur (3-5 dec).

This whole week have been quite a torture to me. I'm amazed at how much patience and determination that i have to withstand such pain for the whole week just because i'm too afraid to even hear the word dentist.
Yeah ... i've got toothache ! and it's all because of my little wisdom tooth which is trying so hard to make my life miserable ! I've been bearing with the pain for the whole full week, occasionally taking painkillers. But now ... i think i've had enough. It's too much for me to bear. It's too much sweet dreams and sleep to sacrifice. I need to face my fears ... i NEED to see the DENTIST T_______T cry !!

Miao, my blogger idol, *grin* recommended me to a dental clinic at ayer keroh heights, Ng's Dental. Is it my fate to meet a dentist whose name could be read as "n-g" as well ? Hahaha ... ! I'll try to write about my day at the dentist next time after my visit. Which i think .. would be a total ... embarassing scene.

AM i in time to regret ?

2010-11-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

Chill ~ this is about my Fxxx University (the so called TOP private university in M'sia)

Let me ask you just one question :

How would you feel if you only had about 1 semester left to graduate and then your university suddenly went bankrupt and closed down ?

The fact that you had spent almost 5 years at the University and financial wise you had spent more than RM60,000. Won't you go insane ? I definitely would !!

This is not just hearsay ... how would you explain this ?

The university is now president-less because the president was sacked for corruption as they realized that he used the university's fund to distribute it to his family members. The interesting thing is ... they had no proof or evidence so they cannot convict him. What's the account records for ?!
Our University just implemented or to say ... ENFORCED ... on us students a new rule which requires all students to make advance payments of fee. Which means ... even if you have only 3 subjects that semester which maybe only cost you about RM2,000 - Rm3,000 fees ... u still have to pay RM5,200 or u are barred from sitting for exam ! Why like this ? Because ... they need the students money to cover up for their lost funds !!
Our financial department is where we pay our course fee. It was found out that a VERY SMALL ... oOps ! i meant very small clause in their propaganda which states that they use our money to invest in shares as well ... so it turns out that ... their investment in a Malay Company went really bad and wrong ... and so ... now u know.
Recently, our University changed the name from Multimedia University to University Telekom Sendirian Berhad ... YES ! WITH THE "Sendirian Berhad" in it ... wth ?! It seems that the reason is because our university was supposed to be under the Telekom Company ... and now it seems that the University has a very Big Possibility of going down down down down down ~ oh ~ down down down down down ... *cough eh hem .. clear throat ... sorry ! Nice song eh ? hahaha ... Well ... they Telekom Company doesn't want to bear the burden of paying for the university losses ... so that's why the University had to change it's name to SDN BHD. If not ... what u think ? They so SUKA-SUKA suddenly feel that "aiya ... Multimedia University not nice la ... change to University Telekom nicer la ... let's change !"

So ... from all these circumstances that is happening now. What's your conclusion to my question above ? How would you feel if it really went bankrupt ?

My Volleyball

2010-10-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

I just completed a volleyball match against New Era College from Kajang yesterday. It was a tiring match ... but we won in the end. A great experience but a painful result because i suffer whole body pain today !!

Volleyball ... have always been my favourite game. The passion that i have for it ... the determination within me to win others in competitions. I wondered ... when and how did this passion started ? The main thing is ... why am i playing the position as a setter until today ?

I was ransacking through my stuffs today. Well ... let's call it my memory box >.< Hehehhe ... Then i found some old folded A4 letters. Each of the folded letter is labelled "siaw huai dan". Eh Hem ... from my ex. Hahaha .. The content of that letter hit me like a tsunami. I had a temporary "past memory flashback". Now i know why =)

"tell you ooh .. become a good setter not very easy BUT if you work hard and you really interested with it … sure no problem one … very easy one … Sometime, i prefer as setter … u know why ? Because you have to use your brain to think how you control your spiker to attack the strangers opposite you."

This sentence was stucked in my brain for more than 7 years ... i didn't realize why until now. It always ring in my head whenever i am playing as a setter. I also remember that you told me being a setter can be quite stressful sometimes because that position is quite an important position in the team. You determine the result of the game because you need to control the gameplay of the team. SiFu .. (can i call u this ?) i always remember you when i play volleyball. SO no worries ... u r never forgotten. Hahaha ...

I gotta thank a person named RAMBO as well. I don't know his real name because he intro-ed himself as Rambo. But he put me to play in the position as a setter many years back when i started to play volleyball seriously. Maybe because i am short .. i've got no better position than being a setter ? hahaha ... So with these histories ... it leads me to many great volleyball memories with my university peers.

Thanks a lot.

Photo Memories :

Another Tournament is coming up around November 2010. Masiswa Zon selatan and Masiswa Zon tengah. Let's hope that we can have a greater experience and fun that before !! Long Live Volleyball ! Long Live Volleyball !!

Melaka Wonderland

2010-10-12T22:39:00.008+08:00

Venue : Wonderland Water Park, Malacca
Date : 28/08/2010

Pictures sometimes speaks more than words =)

Spotted !!

2010-10-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

A metallic bronze colour lamborghini !
Parked right in front of Sunway Hotel while me, my sis and my brother was on the Sunway Free Shuttle Bus.

*just my very own opinion .. i feel that lamborghini looks like cockroach la ... hahaha !! >.<

红蜻蜓

2010-10-04T14:51:00.002+08:00

最近非常非常喜欢听这首童年的歌

请点击 here 来听By2版本的红蜻蜓

附上歌词好让大家一起回味童年
歌词虽然简单长了这么大才终于明白其中的含义
哈哈哈！

飞呀飞呀
看那红色蜻蜓飞在蓝色天空
游戏在风中不断追逐它的梦
天空是永恒的家大地就是它的王国
飞翔是生活

我们的童年也像追逐成长吹来的风
轻轻地吹著梦想慢慢地升空
红色的蜻蜓是我小时候的小小英雄
多希望有一天能和它一起飞

当烦恼越来越多玻璃弹珠越来越少
我知道我已慢慢的长大了
红色的蜻蜓曾几何时
也在我岁月慢慢不见了

我们都已经长大好多梦正在飞
就像童年看到的红色的蜻蜓
我们都已经长大好多梦还要飞
就像现在心目中红色的蜻蜓

sigh

2010-10-04T11:24:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ... feeling emo.
i don't like this feeling ... go away !!

Am i the ONLY one feeling like this ?

*sigh*

i just hope today pass by faster ...

don't judge me ! It's not easy forgetting something ...
you have once cherished so much in your life that ...
you would give up anything for it.

Leave me be .. d emo-ing will pass when the day ends.
i just need to find something to occupy myself ..
from thinking of all kinda craps !

Pek Pek Pek Pek Cek Ah

2010-09-29T10:54:00.006+08:00

Today .. is a very PeK PeK PeK PeK Cek Day !!
*pek cek means frustrated in hokkien.

I wanted to register for my subjects next semester. I need to do it fast to get a better slot of tutorial time. I started registering since last 2 weeks BUT ... i kept getting an error that i do not have enough credit hours to register. The problem is ... i calculated my credit hours and i had MORE THAN ENOUGH. So ... what's the problem ? >.< ! Then, i saw a bulletin posted at my University Bulletin Board about students facing the same problems as me. Oh Wow .. (i thought) .. at least i'm not the only one. SO i clicked on the (feedback/complaint) button and reported my problem. [coz that's what the bulletin asked me to do.]

I received an email the next day saying "please refer to your faculty".

@_@ wow .. so HELPFUL advice from the bulletin board for us students. i was thinking ... WHY DON'T u just ask us TO REFER TO OUR FACULTY in the bulletin instead of WASTING MY TIME and YOUR TIME TO READ and SEND and WAIT FOR UR EMAIL REPLY ?! >.< urgh !! So one Fine day, i woke up early morn to be ahead of other students who wants to complaint as well ... and walk to my faculty at my campus. The lift was CLOSED that day. I had to walk to the 5th floor using the stairs !! It was definitely TIRING !! The BEST thing is ... when i reached 5th floor ... the Office is CLOSED !! A caretaker saw me and told me that they will be on holiday for the whole week. =__=" Wasting my Time !!! I got back again the 2nd week .. which was last week. I'm having exams but i had to made sure my stuff is settled! At least, there is people working .. so i was kinda delighted. Because i thought that i can settle things now and then ! Who knows ... or to say ... I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ... after i explained my problem ... the lady said: "oh ... perkara macam ini .. kamu kena refer kepada Encik X. Hari Ini dia takde. Tapi besok dia ada .. datang jumpa dia esok la." [translation: oh .. for problems like these .. you have to refer to Mr X. He is not in today. But 2ml he will be around. So why don't you come back 2ml.]

OK. I had no say at all. I retreated from the office. A bit pek cek. Bear in mind, that time i was only A BIT pek cek. I got back again the next day ... and guess what she said this time:

"adik .. Encik X pergi meeting la hari ini .. pukul 5 baru balik."
[translation: Girl .. Mr X is on meeting today .. he will be back at 5pm]
*i'm not stupid u know .. i know that NO ONE will be in this office at 4.30pm .. what more to say 5pm !! so i understand the implied meaning that he won't be available today. I retreated again. pek cek more d.

Today .. i decided to go earlier ... i woke up at 8am and went to the campus law library too book a discussion room first and reached the office at 10am. The distance of walk for me to do all these is more than 500m. THIS time .. i am determined to settle my things ! I have exam this friday and saturday !! i DO NOT have so much time to waste on this SMALL matter !!

On the way, i passed one of the clerk from the office. Walking casually with her collegueas .. going for breakfast at 10am !! Isn't it office hour ?! You're suppose to be having lunch break at 1pm ! SO now u have breakfast break at 10am till 11am, then lunch break from 1pm to 2pm, teabreak from 3pm to 4pm, and HOME at 5pm ? Wow ... so the TOTAL working hours for you is like .. 5 hours per day ? CAN I APPLY AS WELL ?? >.< !! I reach the office. I found no clerk at all. EXPECTED! but there is a man sitting inside. I asked the man for Mr X. ONe of the lecturer that came in told me to knock at his door. I was thinking .. HOORAY! at last can meet this Mr X. Can settle d loh ~ MANA TAHU ... the guy then said: "Encik X takde la ... dia pergi training ... sampai pukul 5 baru balik." [translation: Mr X is not here .. he is out for training ... he will only be back at 5pm.]

WHAT THE HELL LAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!!

this time .. I AM pissed d !! I cannot stand d !! So i said :
"Ada orang lain selain Encik X yang boleh tolong saya settle masalah ini ? Saya perlu register segera. Sudah lama kena delay ni."
[translation : is there anyone other than Mr X that can help me settle my problem? i really need to register straight away. I am being delayed for a long time d. ] >.<"

Use my butt also i know what he is gonna say. "takde la .. hanya Encik X saje yang boleh buat. Kamu jumpa dia esok la. Esok dia ade." [translation : No. Only Mr X can do it. You can come again 2ml. He will be around. ]

At this point ... i'm really on the verge of saying FXXX You !! I've been back here for how many days d !! He's ALWAYS not around !! U cannot imagine how FUMED i was at that point. After walking of the office .. i practically took more than 10 minutes to cool down ... kept counting from 1 to 10 over and over again.

SO thanks to this BUSY Mr X and the STUPID uni with a STUPID system ... which i wonder HOW THE HELL this university got rated for the TOP Private Uni in Malaysia ... my mood today is TOTALLY spoilt !!

WHy can't this BUSY Mr X just pass his power to deal with this problems to another person who will be AVAILABLE at the office so that we students can settle it! The holidays is just around the corner and it's NOT LIKE they will be around when our campus holiday starts !! so how the hell are we gonna register if you are on Meeting or Training or Dancing or Fxxx-ing dunno what you doing ... everyday until 5pm which is the office closing hour ?!!??!?!??!?!!??!?!

SOrry for my foul words this time. I'm just TOO MUCH pissed off !!
PEEEKKKKKKk CEEKKKKKKKK ahhhhhhhhh !!!!!

HiS bDaY sUrpRisE

2010-09-20T15:37:00.005+08:00

我突然跑来写blog 是因为昨晚太开心了 !!
我给了启为一个大惊喜，生日惊喜。
启为是我的男朋友 ...
他的朋友都被我操控来搞这个惊喜派对。
那么 ... 我就告诉你们事情的来龙去脉吧 !

14/9 星期二

我 sms 给启为的所有好朋友要求他们空出星期日晚上
我也在 facebook send msg 给他们全部告诉他们我的计划

15/9 星期三

他的朋友一一的回复我其中一个突然冒出一句话吓死被tag到的每个人
他说 “为什么 tag 启为在这里?? ”
我紧张到 ... 立刻 check 被 tag 到的名字 ... 哪里有!! #&$^*&^#%^@
气死人!! 全部人还因为那句话不敢发言 !! 哈哈哈 !! 真是的 ...
然后，我开始练歌了。我还跑进meetoto里面唱歌，问别人意见。
最后，我决定选 ronan keating - when you say nothing at all
因为这是他最爱听的歌。

16/9 星期四

今天是他一班朋友的 futsal day. 所以，他们踢好球会一起喝茶。
因为星期日晚上有曼联vs利物浦的对赛，启为是曼联的忠实球迷一定会看。
我就叫他的朋友约大家出来一起看球启为就没有想太多。
而且高难度的是我要他们约他出来的cafe 是个对我们来说很不吉利的cafe.
因为前几次在那里看 Man Utd vs Liverpool 时，Manchester 都是输球的. 哈哈哈 !!
可是这次我就说一定要打破这个诅咒!! 所以一定要去那里看 !!
没办法啦　只有那间 cafe 的设计才能施行我的计划
还好他赞成哈哈哈 ... 第一步成功了^^

17/9 星期五

突然我决定不到到底要唱歌吗 ? 我的声音好像很差 ...
我就找 Amy webcam. 弹吉它和唱歌给她听，她那时在chicago.
Amy 说没问题，叫我一定要唱歌。哈哈哈 ... 谢谢你哦小姐！
时间越逼近我真的越紧张
不是紧张什么而是紧张我唱到很难听弄到全场人不舒服
哈哈哈哈 !!

18/9 星期六

明天就要表演了！我还没book场所。也还没确定那间cafe 会让我唱歌吗？
读了整天的书过后到了晚上我就要求我 roommate 的姐姐顺便载我去cafe.
因为我的 roommate 在附近做 part time 所以顺路。
还好到了那里他们很亲切很友善所以很顺利就 booking 到地方
我也向他们解释我的计划他们也很兴奋很支持
下一步是要向启为的其中一个朋友 (jason) 借 capo.
Capo 是吉他的一个器材。我需要到它才能表演。
我等他到一点半夜都还没来。我觉得奇怪就打电话过去。
他竟然睡着了! 哈哈哈！没办法，明天再拿吧 ...

19/9 星期日

今天明明是星期天可是我七早八早就起来去学院的图书馆读书了。
连续读到五点半我才甘愿回家准备．
他的朋友早上就把 capo 送来给我，我就快快试用练习。

7.30pm
他的朋友(tham)来载我　我们在我的房间试音　
他说　真的是第一次遇到会用吉他献歌给男朋友的女生
哈哈哈　．．．　他还向我请教怎样弹那首歌
因为他也要用来骗女子！嘻嘻！
他可以不用这么早出现在 cafe ... 因为他不是看球的kaki.

8.00pm
我和tham找地方吃东西　可是　连续去两间都关掉
我以为是不好的预兆　很担心会穿帮
最后　在距离 cafe 100m 附近的煮炒吃炒饭。
启为和他别的朋友一起吃　然后直接去 cafe.

9.15pm
我们等食物都等到半个小时　拖到现在才吃完
我其实答应启为我会一起看球　可是　我有考试做借口
我骗他说我还没读完　慢点才 join 他们。
我和tham 就在 cafe 外面 lepak.
过一下　他就假假扮迟到　然后 join 他们一起看球.
而且　为了要让场面自然一点　我吩咐他的另一个朋友(Bear)
在球赛还没开始之前　打电话给他　问他在哪里　要不要一起喝茶
启为就一定会告诉他　他们在看球　然后叫他来 join 他们
这样　启为就不会觉得为什么今天全部人都不约而同的到齐
因为平时看球赛都没这么多人吗 ...

9.30pm
我一个人在外面等时间　就坐在路边弹歌练习　顺便壮胆
哪里知道　突然有一班游客做三轮车经过
他们以为我是　卖艺的 =__+""　就拿起相机拍我！
我真的　paiseh dao .... !!
我的计划是要等到球赛完　才开始唱歌
所以我要躲到 10.30 才可以出现

9.45pm
我突然看到一辆车经过 ... 号码很熟！
噢买尬 !!　那是一个我最不想见到的人 !!
这个人曾经和我有深大的仇恨　是我的学妹.
说来话长　以后再告诉你们故事
是个蛮漂亮的女孩　可是她却恨我入骨的那种　
我都没惹到她所以我也都不明白她
而且是很多年前的事了不想提起
可是 !!!　为什么在这么要紧的时候　她出现 ?!
我看着她走进那间 cafe .. 我快崩溃了 ...
信心完全被打击 ...　非常消沉　好想放弃!!
马六甲这么大　什么地方不去　偏偏来这里 ?!?!
我就打电话给另一个朋友　诉苦　
我那个欠打的“朋友”　就只会笑翻　然后祝我好运 =__=""
唉　．．．　唉　．．．．　
没办法了　今晚只有豁出去了 !!!!
（过后我才知道原来今天也是她的生日！恭喜你啦 ...
今年的生日竟然给你听到我唱生日歌。哈哈！）

10.15pm
我走到小舞台准备　静悄悄的试音　调麦克风
球赛的成绩是　2 - 2
糟糕！如果曼联输球　他一定没心情 !!
还好 ...　他仰慕的球星连续踢进三粒球　他超开心的 ...
时间要到了　我正准备着　也在尽量让自己不要理会
那个 .... ....　就坐在台前的 ... ... ... "仇人"　
=___+""

10.30pm
我吩咐过tham　在球赛的第90分钟就走去 counter 准备蛋糕　
可是　时间都超过了　他还没出现 !! HuH ?!?
他们坐的位子是看不到小舞台的　所以没有人会注意到我
我已经坐在小舞台上　准备好了
球赛完了　我才看到 tham 站起来去 counter　=__=""
算了 ...　只要启为没发现就好
Bear 赶快跑到车去拿相机　我等他

每个人已经就位了　我的电话也响起 ...
是启为打来的　我没接 ...
我开始讲话了 ...

testing 123 ... *cough* testing testing ... 123 ...
Good Evening everyone ... this is my 1st time on stage ...
Its a special dedication for a birthday boy ... his name is ... Danny Chin.
*silence for a while. No actions going on.*
Mr Danny Chin ... ? Danny Chin ... Hello ?
Oi !! Danny Chin ... are u here ? (有点气到了.. Hahaha!)

*他 ... ... 竟然不理我！这是因为danny这个名字是我们随便开玩笑取给他的。
所以他不习惯听到这个名字 ... 可是　好笑的是　他又随便应一声　"yes ?"
但是　他纯粹以为是在叫别人　所以他在看着电视荧幕　没多加理会。

Mr Chin Qi Wei .. are you here ? CHIN ... QI ... WEI ...
This is a special dedication for you.
A song by Ronan Keating - when you say nothing at all.
*start singing song*

启为　非常惊讶　非常不知所措　非常不好意思　
慢慢走过来台前看着我　却 ... ...
在那里笑我　kek 我 !!! >.< !!!
害到我的情绪都被打断 ... 而且紧张到声音在斗 !!
王八蛋的 ...　气死我 !!　哈哈哈 !!
可是　我知道这是他感动的表现 ... 放不下面子
因为竟然被我得逞惊喜到他就故意作弄我 ...
我却很开心 ...　因为我知道　我成功了　\(^o^)/ yeah !!

我们拍照　切蛋糕。他一直很气我竟然成功骗到他。
哈哈哈 !!　超级小心眼 ^^
最后　我们坐下来摊开所有计谋的过程　
他才知道　我真的看太多三国的戏了
哈哈哈哈　！知道我的厉害了吧 !!
我就像诸葛亮哦！！^^

照片都在别人那里　所以暂时没照片 post.
等我拿到照片了就会分享　好吗？

就这样了　我要停笔了。
明天考试　我还没背完。哈哈 .. !

久违的照片！！

他的蛋糕是黄色，有原因的。
因为他非常怕吃蛋黄，所以我们特地买像蛋黄的蛋糕 ... 哈哈哈！

8 tips for healthy eating during exams

2010-09-15T13:15:00.005+08:00

My friend came across an article last night and showed me.
He thought that it suited my situation now.
So i decided to share it here as well ...
for those of you who are and will be in exam mode like me now.
I simplified it into my own words so that it's not boring and long.

Dun underestimate healthy eating during exam time because it really helps. I've tried once by eating maggie mee for the whole week because i didn't want to waste time preparing or buying food. And ... the result was a kinda DUMB and SLOW-THINKING me. I practically went blank in the exam time a few times and It was a very BAD experience. i NEVER dared to try it again.

1. The Important Vitamins to maintain the physical and mental energy to study well.

Iron - red meat(beef and duck), cereals, spinach and kidney beans.
Vitamin B - whole-grains, wheat germ, eggs and nuts.
Others - soy and fish ( helps boost your brain by providing nutrients it need )

2. Supplementary Pills are NOT meals.

Many girls have dietary supplements stocked up in their room. But these pills are not real meals and it's better to have real meals than pills. For example, an orange does not contain only vitamin C but also other minerals like beta-carotene, fiber, phytochemicals and etc. So the next time you head to the library, pack up whole-food items like apple, bananas, carrot sticks or dried apricots. *well.. carrot sticks might make you look like a rabbit so .. try to skip that if you dun want to be labelled as a weirdo in the campus.^^

3. Eat at Regular Intervals

Eating regular meals helps keep nutrient and energy levels more stable, in another way it prevents yourself from taking JUNK food.

4. The 3 Big Meals of a Day

Hah ~ you may think that this part requires us to take 3 big meals but it's actually the opposite. Don't take 3 BIG meals but divide it into 5 or 6 well balanced small meals. For example toast spread with peanut butter, tuna, or a piece of cheese with fruit.

5. Breakfast !!

Yes ! Definitely the MOST important meal in anything we do! Coffee and a donut doesn't make a smart breakfast. We need protein, calcium, fiber and a piece of fruit or a vegetable! So, a bowl of cereal with milk and a piece of fruit would be the BEST meal. Try KoKo Krunch with Fresh Milk. It's my favourite breakfast =D hahaha !

6. Going Bananas ? GooD !

The food that ranks highest for being GooD for the brain is fruits. Blueberries is famous for its powerful antioxidants and other nutrients. The natural sugar in fruit offer clean energy, so you don't experience the crash that follows from the consumption of refined sugar.

7. Choose Powerful Vegetables

I just learnt that vegetables which are darker in colour contains more nutrients than the others. So comparing spinach and cabbage, the spinach wins. Other great vegetables include bell peppers, broccoli and sweet potatoes.

8. Smart Snacking can enhance studying.

My favourite part. Snack smartly to balance the nutrients and keep your blood-sugar level stable. Examples of smart snacks are banana with peanut butter, small baked potato with cottage cheese or a muffin pizza.

I'm signing off here ...
wishing those who are having exams soon a great big
GOOD LUCK !

SuNNy !!

2010-09-13T19:29:00.012+08:00

Woke Up this morning ... First thing i did was ...
rushed to the Management Office of my apartment !!
and i saw a big box ! something is written on it ...

oh ..?! someone from Sarawak ?
i quickly looked for my penknife .. and "ripped" the box open !!
hahahaha !! >.< ! a Belated Birthday Present !!

i wonder what's in it ?! It's such a BIG present bag !!
I searched inside and ... i saw these stuffs ...

Jeng Jeng !!

DBD !! Thank you so much ha ... =D
It's a really really nice surprise !
Too Bad i only got it after 1 week ! hahahaha ~

So let me introduce ... SUNNY !!

He's a Dooodolls. Oh .. he's sooo cute !
Everytime i look at him ... i will smile.
Dunno why .. maybe just coz .. he's SOO adorable !!
and i searched on the website for his profile ..
and found his family and friends ..
and so i decided that i'll collect them all !! =D

I suddenly got the mood to start camwhoring for Sunny .. >.< !

The FOuR now has a NEW fren ! awww ~ they look so cute together ! hahaha!

Now here's angie with sunny .. don't they look cute together ? >.< !
MuaahHAhhahahAhhah ~ narcissistic me ! IGNORE HER !

Thanks a lot again DBD. It's a really thoughtful gift.
I love it a LOT ! I'll definitely SMILE more with Sunny around me.
You're such a thoughtful and caring friend .. =D
Once again ... thanks for sunny !!! ^_^ !!

03.09.2010

2010-09-06T15:03:00.009+08:00

What's this date all about ?
Let me tell you a little joke aka true story.

My friends asked me a question. "why aren't you born on 31st august ?"

I answered :"I was suppose to come out on the 31st august, but i was shocked by all the big BANGS and BOOMS of the firecracker noise as my mum went to watch the merdeka countdown with my dad, and so i PENGSAN-ed in my mum's womb. After 3 days, which is the 3rd of september, my dad and mum went to watch the Dragon Boat race at my hometown, then all the chaos (Hoo! Haa! Hoo! Haa!) and drum sounds (dum-du-rum dum-du-rum) from the event woke me up and as curious as i can be .. i struggled to come out at that moment. Which ended up that my dad had to rush my mum to the hospital at that moment."

So, that's the story of how little angie came to the world. =D hihihihahahhhahaha !!

Many would expect surprise on the previous night of their real day. But for me, it's kinda complicated. I usually end up being alone in the room, facing my facebook and waiting for my friends to send me greetings from all over the world. And i'll be smiling to myself and reply-ing each of their greetings gratefully.

Why is that ? well ... it's coz my friends expects that i would be spending my countdown with my other half, and my other half wants me to spend with my friends. Then ... can i go and tell my friends that "hey ~ i'm free 2nite! let's give me a birthday surprise!" hahahha !! I couldn't !! So .. that night itself passed by peacefully. If i could recall a few years back .. that night would be a nightmare for me. Where i'll be showered with cakes, flour, eggs, butter and everything yucks !

But on the day itself, my friends who realized that i was actually VERY FREE, then decided to throw some events for me. In the afternoon, i went for karaoke session with my coursemates.

They actually surprised me with a bday cake! I really didn't expect that. I only expect a hangout session with them at the karaoke, and that's all. So the cake was a sweet surprise =) thanks a lot guys ~

They are my coursemates. Putri, Colin, Gervenne, Mei Yan, Neo(not in pic) and Pang(not in pic). I had fun that day. I dunno about them but i'm the BOSS that day so i couldn't care less. Hahahahaha !

at GOGO ktv, a sign reads "no outside food or drinks allowed." But we had pizza hut delivery sent to us ! hahaha ! That's coz i DEMANDED to have food as their kitchen wasn't open and we were all HUNGRY. So they gave us exceptions =D

Then, it's my housemates turn to celebrate for me. We went to Kenny Roasters for dinner. I never had Kenny Roasters so .... i took this opportunity to taste some ! =D

After dinner, they brought me to buy a set of shirts. It's nice and i love it. Thanks a lot! I appreciate the treat. Although it's simple but it's warm enough =D

My roommate and I went to watch "Piranha" after dinner. OMG .. that movie SUCKS ! and it's DISGUSTING !! eeewww !! one of the image of a girl breaking into half is STUCKED inside my Mind for like .. until NOW !! argh !!! and the ending of this movie will really make your mouth go =O !! Watch it and you'll know why i say so. Maybe those who love Happy Tree Friends will love it. I dun really like Happy Tree Friends. So .. sorry for my bad comment on this movie.

Anyways ... i had a simple and warm birthday. I want to thank all who have wished me. I appreciate it even though i know that most of you were reminded by the FB birthday notifications. hahahahaha !! =P Loving you all !

Ciao for now .. i'll post another post with pictures from my pasts birthdays to let you guys know how DISASTROUS a birthday can be to me ! =D

OMG

2010-08-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

yeah ! omg !! O M G !!

wondering what's going on ? Well ....

NOTHING is going on.
and ...
that's the PROBLEM !!

I actually have nothing to blog about ...

I'm officially BORED!

chef-ing day

2010-08-10T18:39:00.003+08:00

Woooo ~ i cooked my favourite breakfast today !!

Zhao Cai Hung Ngan !!

and ... my roomy say it's delicious !!

HahahahahaaahahahaHAHAhahHAhaha !

I really geng MOH !!

Ciang Ciang Ciang Ciang ~

Dun be deceived by the looks .. it taste great ! =D

A Fast 4ward Post

2010-08-05T20:15:00.018+08:00

Hey All ~

I have been through lots of things these days. I'm actually trying to occupy myself so that i won't have any FREE time to think about some stuffs. But then, i think i may have ASKED too much ... because i end up having even NO TIME to sleep and rest well. Hahaha ~ Be careful what you wish for !!

So ... here are some fast 4ward of what had happened previously. I'll fast 4ward everything in pictures so that i can occupy everything into 1 blog post. =D

30th + 31st July in KL with 2 noobies =P

In the car on the way sending me to LCCT. I practically had to force them to take pictures with me =__=

Hanging out at btu beach alone =D

wondering how i got this pic taken ? Secret ... =P

CHICKEN DELIGHT ICE 'SCREAM' !!!

yeah ~ it has the best vanilla ice cream in my hometown ! I simply LoVe it ! I know someone in KL right now ... will get HOT when she sees this ! hahahha ~ let me show u how i ENJOY it.

MmmmMMmmmm ~ DeLiCious !! >.< !!

CELCOM roadshow @ Mahkota Parade

i went to work for 3 days at the Celcom Roadshow. It was my first experience with Celcom selling Broadband as i was a DiGi promoter for the past 2 years. So ... i was sooo used to saying "Hello ... DiGi prepaid ?" then... for a few times that day i ACTUALLY mistakenly said "Hello ... interested to buy a Celcom DiGi Broadband ?" =___="" What was that ?!?! Luckily the person didn't really heard me =P and ... by the way ... i met a VERY cute korean guy during the roadshow. He was my customer ... and DANG ! he was CUTE ! i can't help looking at his pair of mysty eyes and oh ~ just cute accent of English ! He's from Selangor ... but he stays in Malacca. He left me his email but ... i LOST IT !!! T__T Oh ~ cute guy ... when will we accidentally bump into each other again ? hahaha ~

Friends Convocation 2010 @ Cyberjaya
Right after i arrive at Malacca, i followed my friends up to Cyberjaya the next early morn to surprise our friend on his convocation. It was also another reason for us to go up KL for a day trip. We went to the Seremban famous dimsum shop again ... and also went to Sunway Pyramid's Full House.

Gervenne's Birthday @ Garden Recipe Cafe

Ms Gervenne ~ my coursematey. A confident looking pretty lady in my class ... she's a nyonya and she's the kind of girl that would catch every guys eyes. Hahahha ~ SERIOUSLY. Everywhere we go in a group ... she's the one who gets all the guys attention. And ... midgets like me are only considered as one of the seven little dwarfs beside snow white. She's single and available ... so anyone interested in knowing this pretty lady may call me at my cell. Hahahhaa ! Ok enough ... she'll kill me for writing this ! hahahhaa !

We wanted to make a surprise little party for her but i think ... she knew that we were gonna organize the little gathering but she acted really well about it. I had to say i really hated to have to leave the gathering really early. The time was totally messed up ! We were suppose to be at dinner at 7pm ! Because i had a movie scheduled at 10pm. But ... due to some delays ... we only had dinner at around 8.30pm and at 9pm qi wei was gonna come and pick me up from where i was. =__= and he hate it when things doesn't go on schedule. It was not a pleasant ride to the movie that night. ANyway ... Happy Birthday Gervenne! Hope that our vouchers for you would cheer you up. =D

A day Out with Joesky

joesky is my roomy. She suggested to go out for a movie at the nearest cinema. So i accompanied her. We took the bus and arrived at the mall at 3.30pm. We bought tickets to the movie "the jade and the pearl" a cantonese love comedy. and guess what .... we had the WHOLE cinema to ourselves !! We were the only 2 person watching the movie. Hahahaha ! BUT it was kinda scary at first especially when they off the light. Hahaha ~ and MAN was it COOOLLLDDD !! I didn't bring my jacket along. At the end of the movie ... i can't even feel my 5th finger and my little toe!

Beer Party @ My Room

My roomy's idea ! She was going back to her hometown for a long holiday and so she wanted really much to know how it feels like to drink beer and get drunk. So i decided that we buy the beers and drink at home ... which is so much safer. Hahaha ~ But i hadn't drink more than a cup because i suddenly felt very unwell before the beer party started! I only get to be crazy with them by taking pics and playing games. even though i was lucky enough to escape all the crazy punishments ... But as one of the victim of another girl's punishment ... i felt that i suffered more than her ! She was punished to kiss a person at the neck with a RED lipstick. so ... i was the victim. I covered my face with a mask ... but i think it's so obvious that it's me .. hahaha ! But we really had a great time that night. The only thing is ... i got really sick the next day =__= too much craziness for the night.

That's all for my fast forward. Still recovering from my sickness. I hate it when i get this sickness. It's always the same routine : bad sneezing which leads to flu and sore throat ... and then the fever will come along the next day and i'll lost my voice for a day ... and then the blocked nose which leads to a very bad headache ... then after the sore throat is gone the very bad cough will come. It will all be over after about a week ... which is ANNOYING !! My health has been quite bad this year. It's dunno the how many times i had gotten sick this year. Usually it's before exams but this time .. it attacks me anytime !

My Dream

2010-07-30T08:06:00.005+08:00

I had a dream last night. I woke up straight away and blog about it here because i don't want to forget about it. It was a very romantic and wonderful dream although it ended sadly.

It started when i find myself at my old house in Bintulu. Most of my relatives were around ... i still can't get what's going on at that time. Everyone was preparing and rushing to go somewhere. I just stood there watching them fussing over everything. Then i just followed them towards a very grand hotel.

When we reached the hotel, then i realize that it's my wedding!! What a shock!! To Whom am i getting married to ?!?!

I was escorted to a room to be dressed up and make over. The dress was suited just for me. The right size and length ... it was so beautiful. I dazed over how i looked in the mirror. Never have i seen myself that good looking before!! Not in real life at least. Maybe that's why they call it DREAM. Hahaha ~

Then i wanted to go to the ladies room. As i walked out from my chamber, many faces greeted me. Some i've never seen before. But i recognize that these are famous people from all over the world ! Some are even superstars !! I reached the ladies and i met with a few of my ex housemates from Malacca. ( Anni, G.i, ChiawRen, Kenji ) Dun ask me ... i dunno why only 4 of u appear in the dream. =_= They talked to me about my fiance and telling me how good he is and how lucky i am to have him. and i was feeling kinda confuse and excited at the same time. I was worried too. Who is my husband ?

As we walked out of the ladies towards the main hall, every guest in the hall was busy socializing. They didn't have time to greet me even. I felt ... leftout from the upper class society. What kind of person is my husband ?!?!

Then a very big commotion began at the entrance of the hall. It seems that some celebrity lady came in ... i dunno why ... but from the moment i saw her face, i have a feeling that she is my rival. What kind of rival ? I totally have no idea. It's just a feeling.

Then true enough ... when she saw me, she totally ignored me on purpose and even gave me an evil eye look and she actually made the whole media to take pictures of her AS IF SHE IS GONNA BE THE BRIDE OF THAT NIGHT!! =__= i had this feeling of hatred inside me growing. I walked away quietly and sadly. Feeling kinda hurt inside me. Who the hell she thinks she is ?? I'm the main actress for tonight and she purposely come and take all the attention away from me ?! So ... i told my friends that i am leaving towards the chamber and NOT coming out since SHE IS SO IMPORTANT AND GLAMOROUS WHY NOT JUST LET HER GO GET MARRIED RIGHT NOW WITH WHOEVER I'M GETTING MARRIED TO!! (*wow ! that's a lot of jealousy in me being the fact that i haven't even met my husband to be ... Hahaaha !!)

Then a sudden BANG on the main hall door ... followed by a loud "eeeeehhhhhheeeeeeeeee" (it's a horse neighing sound K ?) made everyone stopped talking and looked towards that direction. Someone in a white suit gallop over the crowd and stopped right in front of my way. I was .... dumbfounded. So ... he is my husband to be ? He is ..... sooo ..... charming. ( But i dunno who the hell is he in real life ! Never met him before ! Hahahaha .. )

Then, he ask me politely, where am i going ? I told him what happened and wanted to walk away ... embrassed! But he quickly sweep me off my feet and grab me on to the horse with him and we galloped high over all the guest towards our stage. At that moment, when we were galloping through the crowd, we passed by this one lady. She was looking at us in a very menacing way and evil grin on her mouth. I felt intimidated by her expression. I looked back at her and GLARED at her, it's the kind of glare that warns her that THIS IS MY HUSBAND, DON"T U EVER DARE ! Hahahahahahhaha !!

As we reached the stage, my fiance suddenly fainted and fell off the horse with me. He was lying on my lap and looking at me with tears in his eyes. He forced a smile and then fainted again. It all happened too sudden for me to have any reaction.

Then i woke up. I could feel my cat footsteps creeping towards me and finding a good spot beside me to sleep. I opened my eyes and recalled back my dream. It was too good to be true. A rich and charming man that love you so much and you are getting married! I think i have been doing too much work in the daytime which leads me to such weird dreams for a few nights ...

Anyway, i wonder who is my knight in white horse ... hmmm ^__^

画上了句点。 ♥ 重新开始 ♥

2010-07-27T00:43:00.010+08:00

你知道... 歌曲的影响力量有多大吗?
在什么时候听什么歌会有不同的影响力...

人家说 ...
心痛时听疗伤情歌, 可以治疗受伤心灵的伤口

屁啦 ... !!

心痛时听疗伤情歌只会越听越痛 !
仿佛每一句歌词都在唱着你的心思
一句一句的刺进心里。

真正对的治疗方法是听跳tone和非常high的歌曲!
但是为什么明明知道方法却偏偏让自己被一些emo的歌曲围绕着呢?!
唉 ... 人类就是这么的矛盾和犯践。

今晚，她又失眠了。
她已经好久都没尝到睡得香甜的感觉。
只好借助写blog的方式让自己发泄一些不敢在人前发泄的心情
因为已经被人label成乐观的人好像就不能让人看到你的伤心
其实做个乐观的人需要很坚强很耐心还要很会演戏
因为就算她自己不开心却要想办法让别人开心
所以就拼命维持招牌微笑来掩盖自己的悲伤

但是奇怪的是看到别人开心她自己也渐渐忘了悲伤
只是当自己又一个人得时候悲伤又来侵了
发呆放空也已经变成她的习惯性动作了
自个儿漫无目的的在熟悉的街上驾着车
好让自己习惯那些不能再习惯的习惯

最近听了好多好多的歌
看过了好多好多篇的文章

这是她内心的分享 ...

最讨厌被误会了但越解释越难过
我不是生气只是心痛委屈
他们说 ...
哭过就好了伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
哭过就好了痛都会走得
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘掉就得推倒更大的悲伤
哭过就好了 - 梁文音

每次走过那条熟悉的街，眼泪就莫名的滑落。
对你而言，我可能只是个路过的风，而我却放入了所有感情。
好想做回朋友，但我知道，我不能再犯错，
所以不会再像从前那样联络。
街上的人群熙熙囊囊，可我的心却空空荡荡，
那种被掏空的感觉，撕心裂肺。
酷我音乐盒首页

既然做了决定，那就洒脱一些，给你们成全，也给自己自由。
因为不愿再让这条感情路再重蹈覆辙
我会学着一个人去静静抚平那个伤口。
酷我音乐盒首页

请记得你要比我幸福才值得我对自己残酷
才不枉费我狼狈的退出
再痛也不说苦爱更不能用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐
看你眼里的我好模糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你认为是幸福的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤独都别在乎
比我幸福 - 陈晓东

我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会因为一个重覆的话题就无心之扰
这一次也曾想过若真遇见我们应该如何是好
只因为我不想打扰怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到你和她的一切
你的快乐我真的可以感受得到
这样的见面方式也许对谁都好
我只能假装听不到别人口中的她有多好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
因为再也没有多余的勇气
只好把祝福留在街角等你自己领
街角的祝福 - 戴珮妮

怎么你脸上写满了惭愧?
温暖的手掌只能给安慰
层层叠叠的誓言落成灰
你说只有我觉得它珍贵
问自己这样算不算崩溃
再也没有谁是谁的谁
曾经的我走了幸福不能拼凑了
你的沉默我懂了不会再问为什么
这次没有舍不的我很洒脱我笑了
转过头骗自己说你是爱我的
曾经的我走了 - 慕容晓晓

我竟然没有掉头
最残忍那一刻静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔是透彻的懂了
爱情是流动的不由人的何必激动着要理由
我相信你只是怕伤害我不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
有昨天还是好的但明天是自己的
开始懂了快乐是我的选择
开始懂了 - 孙燕姿

我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走让我开始享受自由
回忆很多你的影子也充满我的生活
我并不懦弱你比谁都懂 ... 虽然寂寞
这会是我最后的宽容
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头是非对错就让它随风
忘了所有过的比你快活或许这是最好的结果
松开你的手离开你左右
我向前走这会是我真正的解脱
我不难过 - 孙燕姿

我努力的要自己避开和你曾走过的地带 ...
但是又和不舍拉扯。
梦不会实现了，我应该要醒了，
但是又和失去拉扯。
到最后我可以不爱了 ... 你却说舍不得
你可以不爱了 ... 别说舍不得。
可以不爱了 - 梁文音

解脱 ... 我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过。
想 ... 若结局一样又何苦再想?
伤 ... 若让人成长我为什么怕受伤?
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
那就是 ...
不会再让爱我的人再担心我
找个新方向往前走。
解脱 - 张惠妹

她好想放声大哭痛快地哭一场
找了几位她认为可以让她哭个够的朋友时
突然哭不出来了反而想要在她们面前坚强起来
不想让她们看到懦弱的自己 ...
这该死的自尊心! 呸!

她自己躲起来哭，只会越哭越痛
何时她才能放下自己的那份自尊
让自己的真实情绪流露出来?
堆叠在心里的伤和痛
几时才能被抚平 ...
她成全了所有人的要求
谁来成全她的?

对不起，她真的需要一点时间。
毕竟她曾是多么的认真付出
只是傲慢的她以为真的有把握
以为等待了好久的幸福到了
却从来没想到会失败
原来都是她自己在以为
^哈哈哈^

哇 ! 我花了三天才终于完成这一篇文章。
看来 ... 那些疗伤情歌真的有够力的 !
唉 ... 我什么都不想要，只想发泄心里的纳闷。
我是个平凡的人，不是个超人，不是个机器人。
超人也都其实也有伤感的一面，因为他们有感情。

放心吧! 她是个很坚强的女人...
不会被打倒一直都会靠自己站起来
这一次她只是跌得比较伤而已
需要时间来振作

她和他的故事画上了句点
他和她的另一个故事开始了
他们的故事会在一本新的书开始记载
introduction 都出炉咯! 哈哈哈哈!
以后期待着更幸福更快乐的内容
相信这样会是对她对他对她对所有人
最好的结局也是最好的开始

♥ 大家都要幸福 ♥

好吗?

Defying Gravity

2010-07-20T14:23:00.005+08:00

Something has changed within me.
something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game.

Too late for second guessing.
too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts
close my eyes and Leap.

I think it's time ...
to try and defy gravity.
I AM defying gravity ...
and YOU won't bring me down.

I'm through with accepting limits.
Just because someone says they're so.
Some things i know i cannot change ...
But until i try, I'll NEVER know !

Too long i have been afraid of,
Losing love i guess i've lost.
Well, if that's love ...
it comes at much too high a cost !

I'll still be defying gravity.
No matter how much it would cost me.
Don't even think for a moment ...
that you could bring me down.

Ajisen Ramen

2010-07-17T15:08:00.010+08:00

My first time to Ajisen Ramen shop at New Jusco Malacca.

Mr Neo suggested it coz he is in a GOOD mood he says.

I didn't eat because i already had my dinner of 4 piece of Bread + 1 plate of Fried Golden Mushroom Rice at Johnny's Restaurant with my roomy, Joesky.

Fried Golden Mushroom Rice :

Then ... Something interesting happened. Mr Neo and Ms Selene decided to PK over who can last longer eating the VOLCANO RAMEN ... which was shown at the Menu to be the Spiciest Plate served with 4 chilli label.

Then we waited anxiously ... while Neo was bragging about how he will win over Selene and how his 'shit' will look like the next day =__=" Selene was just acting it cool ...

Then it came !!

Yeah ^^ it looks very very spicy right ? With the big lump of sambal topping ... But trust me when i say ... it's NOT. Because for someone like me who can only stand eating chicken rice chilli and maggie mee chilli ... i even can comment that it's NOT spicy at all ... this dish FAILed !!

So .. our expectation for an interesting battle is flushed. They just continue eating while i take pictures of their food ... Hahaha ~

This one looks DELICIOUS ! At first ... Neo and I thought that 豚肉拉面 means Dolphin Meat Ramen ... and Neo was like accusing Jin for eating dolphins while i went "ewww !"

But after Jin explain to us ... it turns out to be the belly part of the pork ! @_@ paiseh paiseh ~

This is some kind of Prawn Ball .. it's soooo small ! and very expensive =__+

Ini budak suka Act Cute ~ Hahahaa !

Lastly, signing off with the MOST wanted drinks in Ajisen Ramen shop.

GREEN TEA !
*because it cost only RM0.80 and you can refill ! =P

Where Dreams Become Reality

2010-07-15T18:18:00.003+08:00

I saw my Idol Blogger, Miao, post about dreams becoming reality.

Then it HIT me.

I've got to do something COOL and DARING before my youth ends !

If not ... I'm gonna regret being YOUNG !!

This particular EVENT ... is gonna be the starting point.

http://www.nescafe.com.my/kickstart/home.htm

FYI, i signed up for it. I choosed from the 15 dreamjobs the 3 jobs : travel writer, travel guide and NGO worker. Definitely MY dreamjobs. Actually i wanted to try Celebrity PA and Wedding PLanner as well ... But i dun have the confidence in handling it yet. Hahaha .. NGO worker is my First priority.

The next step is to send in a video of yourself telling the judges why you want that dreamjob and it's suppose to be OUTSTANDING. I'm cracking my head of what to record.

After that, you will battle with other contestant in a 24 hour physical and mental challenge to be the one to get the dreamjob. You are granted 3 months internship with the related company and whether you can be taken as a permanent worker would depend on your performance. How COOL is that !

There is little thing in me call 'shame' that is holding me back.

Hmmm ... Should i go for it ??

A New Direction

2010-07-08T15:49:00.008+08:00

Hey All ! I'm Back !
i know ... i haven't been gone for a long time. hahaha !

what i meant is ... my OLD self is BACk !

Not gonna let anymore stuff pull me down.
I'm regaining myself ... slowly.
I'll be back to my cheerful self in no time.
MARK my WORDS !

I just have to stop thinking about what had happened recently.
So ... I'm gonna occupy myself with a lot of things.
Because when you are busy ...
you won't have time to be sad. ^_^

My CheckList :

Equity assignment due date 14/7

Land Law Midterm (3 topics) 16/7

Law and IT Midterm 21/7

Company Law Midterm 23/7

and ... i haven't DONE any of these !!
So i'm gonna OCCUPY myself with work from now on !

Posting something New in replacement for all those gloomy post i had for the past few days.
I had lunch with my coursemates one day. Then we went to this Hailam Kopitiam in the New Jusco Malacca. I found something which made me ... missed home !

It's called HaiLam Fried Mee. But back in my hometown, this is Mee Goreng Basah ! It tasted so much like what i had back in my hometown. I felt sooo ... homely ! And ... usually i'm the last one to finish my food ? That day, i was the FIRST to lick my plate clean ! hahahahaha !!

That's me ! See how Contented i look ? hahahahaha !!

My next post would be on recent me.

yeah .. wondering how recent me looks like after being all-so-emo ?
Funny ... i actually looked better ! hahahaha ! Damn perasan !

I'm still me. I realize that i can't always get what i want, no matter how much i want it. I'll just have to swallow it and live with it, no matter how unhappy or miserable it makes me feel. All i know is that ... nothing is gonna change in me. I'll still be myself and keep holding on to what i believe. I'll still stay strong and make it through ... Avril says it all.

I'm back ... with more scars and wounds in me. But, i'm wise enough to know that this is a good thing. I'll be stupid to force fate to change it's course. I'll surrender to fate and see where it would lead me =)

To end my speech and blabbers ... Go Spain ! XD

无助 Helpless

2010-07-07T19:14:00.003+08:00

怎么办 ...
越来越冷淡了 ...
已经不像从前了。
what should i do ?
you are giving me the cold shoulders.
We're not anything like before anymore.

聊的话题，越来越少了。
平时通话时间已经很短，
现在变得更短更简洁了。
our topic is getting lesser day by day.
and Your calls are getting shorter.

每当我以为没事了，
你的一句话，
却让我鸦雀无声。
“好了... 我要挂了...
因为...你会让我想起不开心的事情。”
Everytime i think that we are ok,
Just one sentence from you
is enough to shut me up.
"all right ... i'm hanging up ...
talking to you would only remind me of the pain."

我没要求你一定要原谅我。
我也不敢要求什么。
我的心很慌 ...
每一天都过得战战兢兢。
I don't hope for forgiveness.
I don't even dare to wish for anything.
My heart is so flustered now ...
I'm going through everyday gingerly.

我真的觉得很无助...
这种感觉很恐怖...
I'm feeling helpless ...
And it's scary.

而且，面对这么多人 ...
我只能伪装自己。
因为 ...
一直重复着同一首伤心曲子
只会让自己更痛。
Facing so many people around me ...
All i can do is pretend.
Because it hurts to repeat the same sad song
all over and over again.

有谁知道 ...
在那灿烂的笑容背后，
藏着多少的委屈和悲伤。
who would know ...
how much pain and suffering there is
behind that smiling face.

其实，已经有点麻痹了。
几乎没知觉的在过着每一天
好像只有肢体在做每天该做的程序
但是脑袋却停留在某个原地... 不肯动
这是为什么呢？
Actually the pain is becoming numb ...
It's like going through everyday without any sense at all
The body is moving and doing everyday's routine
But the mind has stopped at a point and won't move on
why is that ?

******************************************************

Hahahaha ...
These are just fictional feelings.
Just trying out my translation for chinese and english.
I think i did well. *grin* ^_^

DaNCiNg wiV MySelF

2010-07-06T13:23:00.004+08:00

A happy-beat song ... for the ones with a broken heart.
i've been dancing to myself in the room with this song the whole day. It feels so good. Those emo songs are KILLING me !

On the floor of tokyo
or down in London town to go
with the record selection
and the mirror's reflection
I'm dancing with myself.

When there's no one else in sight
In the crowded lonely night
Well i wait so long
For my love vibration
and i'm dancing with myself

I'm dancing with myself
I'm dancing with myself
Well there's nothing to lose
and there's nothing to prove
and I'm dancing with myself

If i looked all over the world
and there's every type of *boys*
But your empty eyes
Seem to pass me by
leave me dancing with myself

So let's sink another drink
coz then it'll give me time to think
if i had the chance
i'll ask the world to dance
but then i'll be dancing with myself

***********************************************
They told me ...
Don't stop believing
that there will be a better tomorrow.

We all need somebody to lean on ...
It won't be long ..
when i'm gonna need
somebody to lean on.
where's my somebody ... ?

Sorry

2010-07-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

For 'you',

i'm sorry.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
All i can say is ...

please forgive me.

T_T

Thank You

2010-07-05T16:04:00.003+08:00

Hi ...

this post is especially for you.
You know who you are.

I just want to say thank you.
Don't blame yourself anymore.
I won't blame you as well.

Now ... i feel happy.
I feel free. I feel much better.
Your honesty was the best medicine.
It cured me.

I'm wishing you all the best.
You are still the special friend.
Since the past, till present and in the future.

thanks for the memory.

My Sleeping Mates

2010-07-01T21:57:00.009+08:00

I have nothing to post today ...
So, let me introduce my "friends" in my room =)

TA DA ! this is my C7. Everytime i feel like making a wish, i will talk to him. =P

CIANG CIANG !! this is zHu zHu !! I always hug him to sleep ^^

JENG JENG !! this is nGa piG ... always neglected by me ... hahaha ! Coz it's a puppet tissue holder =)

DANG DANG ! this is dA xiOnG ! When i'm sad or happy ... he's the one that comforts me ... with his smiles ... and teddy dream scent ! =)

*bling bling* !! ThE tRiO !! Loving them ... =D

and .. Lastly ... ...
My Guardian Angel ^^

此刻的我 ...

2010-06-29T10:41:00.003+08:00

此刻的我 ...

真的很需要你。
我需要一个可以依靠的肩膀 ...
一个什么也不会问的 ... 可靠的肩膀。
让我哭个够 ...
哭累了... 就睡着 ...
可是，我不知道这个人应该是谁 ...

此刻的我 ...

真的很需要一个人的空间。
我需要自己静一静 ...
自己一个人旅游 ...
就这样一直走 ... 一直走 ...
因为我已经不知道下一步该踏哪里了 ...

此刻的我 ...

真的很痛。
无法形容的痛 ...
哭笑不得的痛 ...
一种心中被用力开一枪的痛 ...

此刻的我 ...

根本不想被质问 ...
别问我发生什么事 ...
我不会说 ...
因为我不知道，我可以向谁说 ...

此刻的我 ...

内心很挣扎 ...
很想消失一阵子 ...
就让我躲起来自己慢慢的痊愈 ...
好吗 ?

我已经到极限了 ...

培风中学校庆

2010-06-27T10:16:00.019+08:00

It's the open day for SM Pei Fong, Malacca.

I think they were celebrating the 97th anniversary.

I went around 10am, following Regina and her Brother.

A few years back, i went in that school before.

That time, i was representing my campus for a chinese cultural modern dance competition.

Mind you ! It's national level ! hahha ... but we LOST ! ^^

This time, i really walked around the school.

We reached just in time to see the performance by students.

Snap 1 : preparing for performance

Snap 2 : 1/10 of the audience

Snap 3 : this performance is based on the theme of disable childrens. I had tears in my eyes when i see them making the sign languages and singing the very touching song. I'm still looking for that song ... i'll post it here when i've found it.

Snap 4 : The Red Ribbons Performer

Snap 5 : The Marching Bands of SM Pei Fong

Snap 6 : TELL ME ! How can u decorate a classroom into THIS ?! Watch the next one !!

Snap 7 : How ?! In MY school .. it's IMPOSSIBLE !

Snap 8 : The Mummy Tomb ! This is nice !

Snap 9 : They designed the entrance inside like a maze !

Snap 10 : My Favourite Anime ! SOULEATER !! Their drawings are so nice !

Snap 10 : The actually created the school ! Nice !!

Snap 11 : The SoulEater SuN !

Snap 12 : The Exit ... With graveyards at the side and the little coloured souls above !

Snap 13 : How the inside looks like. It's like a gama arcade. Fun Fair.

Snap 14 : Not like classrooms at all !

Snap 15 : They even made a sandcastle IN THE classroom !!

Snap 16 : a Toy Story themed classroom.

Snap 17 : some even turned into a market ! hahaha ...

Snap 18 : a very nice piece of handartz. It's a musical box made from funclay. it cost Rm40 !

So, that was all from me. I don't have a camera so my shots wasn't very nice. If you want to see more ... you may go to my friend's page in facebook. Regina. She brought a DSLR ... haha.

My Lecture Time

2010-06-27T00:34:00.009+08:00

It's Boring ... if u ask me.

That's why i am even free to take these pictures.

You have to be alert all the while ...

which is tiring if you have 6 hours lectures in a row !

Here's what i do during lecture ...

and how my lecture room looks like ...

this is one of the lecture room. I have 4 hours in a row in this same room.

this is the 2nd type of lecture room. I love this lecture room. because it's easier for me to look at the slides as i don't have to keep STRETCHING my neck from behind. Hahaha ...

It's a friday morning. I wasn't usually suppose to be having class at this time. So ... got tired and .. SnaP SNaP sNaP ! hahaha !

Ignore the SM pei fong .. i was so blur that i tagged it there ! =__= These are the pigeons that are making their nest just BESIDE the seat i'm sitting. So .. i was actually watching them ... making the nest. What a lovely husband and wife ...

Hahaha ! Me .. listening very attentively !! AS IF .. !! hahahaha !! Still got one more ho ... !! It's below ... JENG JENG JENG !

SO rajin xia moh !! hahahahaha !! Hey ... but i really am like that if i wasn't camwhoring k ? I'm a good listener ho ~ and a good student ... hahaha !

♥ My WiShLiSt ♥

2010-06-26T19:21:00.007+08:00

I never had a wishlist before ...
that's because i never knew what i really wanted ...
Then, while i was surveying for my friend's birthday present ...
I've finally got my OWN wishlist ! ^_^

I never liked perfumes. But this particular one ... totally changed my speculation. Harajuku "Baby" fragrance !! The smell is sooo nice that ... after the promoter sprayed some samples on my hand ... i kept sneefing all the way home !! Hahahaha ~ I REALLY need to save money if i want to get THIS perfume !

CASIO LTP 2069 ! My friend told me that Casio is consider as a cheap brand .. aww come on ! I never minded as long as that thing suits me and i LIKE it ! I didn't really like watch with steel wrist but THIS ... i simply love the design of that 3 round circles inside ! The main point is that the watch is slim enough to look nice on a girl's wrist and it's NOT over girlish. There are other colours as well ... pink, black, dark purple, white ... all are NICE ! hahahaha ... a later version came out, LTP 2069D ... the difference with LTP 2069 is that there are numbers written on the watch and the numbers are big and small in difference. it's also VERY nice ... especially the white colour one. SImple and NiCe !

this is the LTP 2069D ... notice the difference inside ?

aLoNe

2010-06-23T18:42:00.006+08:00

Do You kNoW ...

how lonely it gets when they are so many ppl around you ... but there is no one that you can actually talk to.
how sad it is when you say that you have lots of friends ... yet you can't find one to share everything with.
how hard it is to keep everything to yourself ... and not being able to let it out.
how agonizing it is to want so much to help someone you care and love, but you CAN'T EVEN help yourself ... and you are blamed for not lending a helping hand.
how stress it is to live up to people's expectation on you ... because they believe that you can ... but even you cannot believe in yourself.
how devastating it is when the lies that you are telling ... are so real that even you believe that those lies are true !
how alone and wronged it gets ... when the whole world misunderstands you, and ONLY you know the REAL truth and you cannot explain it because you want to protect the person you care for.

All you could do is cry alone in the room for hours ... waiting in agony for the pain in the heart to go away. Then wipe away the tears and continue laughing and smiling with everyone around you hoping that no one suspects anything.

The worst thing is ... none of the pain is gone no matter how hard you try. You only come to realize that you are so lonely and helpless ... and those you hope and wish are there ... won't be there.

At this point, leaving ... forever ... sounds like a very comforting idea. But, a person who is so afraid to face death ... won't ever want to do that. They will rather choose the hardest way. That is to stay alive ... with all the troubles ... hoping in silent that one day ... all of these would be over.

Photoshooting Day

2010-06-21T11:42:00.012+08:00

Yeah .. unbelievable right ? Me as a model for photoshoot ? Hahaha !

My friend, a photographer, just needed a temporary model to shoot his theme : a puppy.

Since he can't find a sudden replacement, so i'm his best choice for the moment.

It's not like i'm his First choice. I was called because he can't find anyone. Hahaha !

I'm not sure when i get to see those pictures, because it was actually a failure. The puppy was so moody and 180 degree different from itself. I guess it was scared and didn't know us well. The owner did not follow us along. So ... it acted as if we were DOG-napping it and kept very quiet. So we only managed to shoot a few pics which were quite ok.

I had some pictures taken myself with the puppy while we were on the way to the photoshooting ground. Here's some preview :

The main character. I think her name is ... "missia" ? or "missya" ? She belongs to a 6 years old girl. So, u can guess how the name comes about.

A warming up shot. Hoping that she would not be freaked by the Nikon DSLR later. Haha ~

It was kinda hard to get her to look at the camera. And ... her eyes can't be seen !! Hahaha !!

Honestly, i liked her hair. It's so cool !

Good Luck trying to make out her face. Hahaha ... all bushy with her hair.

A Special Dinner

2010-06-20T11:15:00.003+08:00

A special friend treat me to a very expensive dinner ! WooHoo !
It's the First Time i step foot into that expensive restaurant ...
Thanks a lot ... I appreciate it.

It's as delicious as it looks ! London Mixed Grill ... very worth it !
*sorry for the disturbing noise in the pictures ... my phone camera is soo lousy when it comes to taking night pictures.

Unspoken Beauty

2010-06-19T19:55:00.010+08:00

While having my holiday back in my hometown ...
I've taken some very nice and beautiful pics that i simply love.
Just to share some of them here, enjoy :

Sunset at Bintulu Waterfront
Random People fishing at Tg Batu Beach.
Note : the aunty in the middle is such a GOOD fisher !

P.S. my feet ! =P

Jeremy + Emily are the shadows in the picture.

That's all for now loves ~

Tanjung batu Beach

2010-06-03T14:27:00.007+08:00

After going for a short hike at the tg batu hash area, we decided to play at the beach for a while. Oh wow ... really felt like kids again !

Those little tiny stuff are Hermit Crabs ! It's been a long time that these little creatures haven't appear at the tg batu beach !! and there were so many of them that day ... !!

The sun was setting very quickly ... and the hermits were all burrowing their ways into the sand ...

I tricked him into taking a picture while watching the sunset. Then i kicked up the sea water and "SNAP" ! too late for him to realize what's going on ... hhahaha !!
My little lover in Bintulu ... hahaha =P

the beautiful sunset ...

Until next time ... i'll upload more when there is a next trip =P

Crawly Creatures

2010-06-03T14:13:00.006+08:00

Saw this special milipede one day ...

The normal milipede we see is red in colour .. But this one is special !
I got excited watching them crawling all over the flower bed ... so i took more pictures ... haha

these two were mating ... hehehehe !! Oops !!

Bintulu WaterFront

2010-05-28T13:36:00.005+08:00

6.30am departure from my house to jog at Waterfront until Tamu to buy vege and then back home before 8am. What a healthy lifestyle .. haha ~

This new place is my morning exercise spot and evening entertainment place ...
I'm just posting some pics taken at the place ... Enjoy ^_^

7am @ the waterfront : empty

Found : army moth !

Spotted : Beautiful Mum ! =)

Captured : the 2 kids ^^

Posing : the one at the back act cool la ! hahaha !

Captured : the act cute and the very cute

posing : untitled .. =P

spotted : macho KID

A day in Utar

2010-05-22T22:49:00.009+08:00

17.05.2010 Monday

As mentioned in my previous post, i came down KL to find my little sis. On her 1st day of Campus Life in UTAR, i followed her to UTAR as well, disguised as a UTAR freshies. Hahaha !

I'm suppose to be wearing another t-shirt but my sis says it's safer to wear her UTAR uniform. So, i'm like such a Noob looking new student wearing a UTAR uniform to campus for 1st day. When i reach the campus, the first building i look for is the library. It's NiCe ... !

I walked to the entrance and when i wanted to put my stuff in the locker, i went to the wrong side because i didn't know that the locker is divided to guys and girls side. Then ... The security lady shouted at me ! I almost got a heart attack because i thought that i am DisCovered to be an outsider ! Who knows ... she said that i should put my stuff at the other side ... =__="
Then we need an ID to show to the security guard ... here's mine :

Hahaha ... The guard did not even look ! So i loaft around UTAR library for 1 and half hour and continue my adventure around the university.

This landmark is just right in front of the library. Some students were wondering "what's this girl doing?" haha ~

The carpark in front of the library. The green building far behind the picture is their sports complex. Quite big ... Nice ~

The Engineering Tutorial room. Very ... secondary school like.

That's all i have for my photoshoot around UTAR. My Hp was in low batt mode and i forget to bring my charger to KL so i did not take much picture.

Anyway, it's an interesting experience being undercover in UTAR. I get to see all kind of 'species' of students ... HahAHHahaha !! Some even wear hot pants and singlet to LECTURE ! @_@ !

I waited for my sis to finish her lecture class and then we took the UTAR bus home. A new environment ... a new experience which made me HATE my uni more ... MMU sucks !! ^_^

my KL moments

2010-05-18T18:50:00.006+08:00

I took the 9.30am bus from Malacca to KL.
I was soooo bored in the bus ... I can't sleep at all ...
All thanks to the cockroach i saw near my seat ...

I was on ALERT the whole time !

I was staring at the cockroach for so long ... i think it fall in love with me d .. haha !

Then, there was this man who was SNORING so loudly ...

and the policeman sitting beside me ... who was on the phone 24/7

The Reason for me to come down KL ...

This Little Noob Kia in the picture ..

She is studying in UTAR now ...

so i have to come down and check on her ..

Make sure everything is ok and all right ...

SHe is The princess of my family ...

We were at Sunway Pyramid coz i had to meet my dear Jolene ...

and i was taken by surprise when i saw the ferry wheel in pyramid !!

Soooo ... nice !!

Then this noob have to jump into all my pics ... =__=

After dodging from her ... at last i get a nice picture !

Many kids are fascinated by the ferry wheel ...
and so the parents are forced to ride it with them ... Haha

The pet shop beside the Ferry Wheel ... We saw a few hamsters on sale .. SO CUTE !
and this PUNK hairstyle guinea pig ! Hahahaha !! Funny !

and ... guess who i see standing so handsomely in the mall ?

Ahahahaha .... LOVE HIM so much ...

as i can't get to take any pic with him that time ... so let's compensate it with this one ... hehe

That's all for that day ... so tiring !
Coming 2ml for another new post ...
On .. my undercover experience as a student in UTAR ..
hahahaha !

f.r.e.e.d.o.m.

2010-05-14T14:11:00.002+08:00

i have only 1 thing to say ....

YEAH HOO !! EXAM'S OVER !!

Untitled

2010-05-05T19:59:00.003+08:00

My exam week has started and i am only done with my 2nd paper but i am already half dead.

This year, i don't know what "wind" my lecturers have ... coming out questions different than past year exam papers ! It's already so many chapters to cover and YET ... still gotta make our life worst! We're just students ... we're just human being ! There is a LIMIT !!

I have another paper tomorrow and haven't even touched a single topic ... Not only me ... But all my other coursemate as well ... All in zombie mode now. We spent so much effort on today's paper but ... haihz ... sad !

No heart ... really no heart to study tomorrow's paper !

I feel like swimming in the blue ocean ...

snorkelling with the fishes ...

*sigh*

what a life ...

Chetti Temple Festival

2010-04-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

I went to the Chetti Temple Celebration and it was awesome ! It's like a mini Thaipusam celebration that you see at Batu Caves, just that this celebration was held at Kampung Chetti Malacca.

It's actually a celebration of the temple's birthday. The devotees actually prepared for this special day 1 week earlier. From hanging all kinds of leaves and ornaments all along the village road until the temple. Every night, you will hear music and dancing from the temple.

On that very day itself, everyone in the village is awaken by the sound of gongs and trumpets. The celebration has started ! If you happen to pass by smk gajah berang road, you will find that some stretch of the roads are closed due to the procession that is held.

Like a thaipusam celebration, you will see devotees piercing their skin and mouth. THAT WAS WHAT I'M INTERESTED TO LOOK AT ! Hahaha ~ because SAMPAT me have never really seen one before. =P

the nicest thing that i see during this celebration is ... the harmony between the chinese and the Indians. Everyone is praying to the same God and even though the celebration ground is FULL and PACKED with tourist (i'm one of them ! haha ) and devotees, NO ONE is pushing around and no one is shouting at the top of their voice asking you to "MOVE BACK ! GIVE WAY !" ... Everyone is so polite and in a celebration mood ! Even when i'm walking ALONE in the crowd, i felt SAFE.

I was with my IpoD and so i got the chance to take many videos ! I'll upload them part by part.

Part 1 : Statue of their God beeing hooked to their back.
*do not watch if you have a weak stomach !

other videos would be posted soon ~ have patience ~

Construction Work

2010-04-24T21:52:00.004+08:00

*click on image for LARGER view

My final exam is nearing ... and i'm still so engrossed in my blog !!
Ok ! This is the LAST and FINAL post for this week ! No More comics too !
Until ... i finish all my papers ... Hehehe !

I wanted so much to spend this 2 weeks before the exam week to stay in my room and spend most of my time on my books and charts ... ( my way of study is by using charts )

BUT ... the management decided to start construction work on the piece of land right below my window in front of my apartment since last 2 weeks !! I ended up getting so pissed off in the room and running to the campus law library for PEACE and QUIET !
A headache and dizziness is a norm every 2 days !!

Wish Me Luck AGAIN in my finals !! Hooo HAaaahh !!

Comic : Wa Zen Sashimi

2010-04-24T20:04:00.003+08:00

I'm at it again ! Hahaha ...
It's all because of my Idol MrMiao !

This is a storyline that i promised long ago in my blog
about 3 little friends ... who went to Wa Zen.

Main Actor : Neo
Side Kelefey : Angie, Gervenne, Mei Yan
Venue : Wa Zen ( Japanese Restaurant in Malacca )
Author : xiawhuaidan
software : photoscape + ms paint

Arigato !! ( means thank you in Japanese )

爱与不爱

2010-04-24T09:08:00.003+08:00

或许 ...
有一些参观我的部落格的客人 ...
对我所播的背景音乐有兴趣。

那就让我在这里为大家介绍一下吧！

这首动听的抒情歌，唱者是东于哲的阿哲。
简单的歌词，简单的音旋，却深深的感触到受伤人的心灵。
没受伤的人听了都感动呃 ...
所以我非常喜欢这首歌！

以下为大家提供爱与不爱的歌词：

悄悄站在门外，静静望着你发呆...

你闪烁的双眼，看着一片海，笑起来...

从来不对你说明白，害怕你会被伤害...

也许我不应该，站在这门外，所以我们才默默分开...

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，不是因为我，我很难过...

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，期望你更好过，请你忘了，曾经有过...

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，不是因为我，我很难过...

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，期望你更好过，请你忘了，曾经有过...

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Comic !

2010-04-23T22:04:00.006+08:00

I am sooo IMPRESSED by bloggers who use comic strips to express themselves.

So, i decide to try out one myself ! Hahaha !

Please do rate or comment on it.

It's simple and ... ok ... just SIMPLE.

My first time ! HAVE MERCY !! =)

The story of BOTAK

Thank you very much ! Hahahaha !!

Dreambox [Pang's BdAy]

2010-04-22T15:52:00.008+08:00

My law coursemate, Mr Pang Saw Pin, is a very interesting person.

A brief introduction :

he has the MOST nicknames in our class. Example : "烧饼" , "peng" 烧饼 , "colin pang saw pin" (a combination of his name and another guy in our class) , 'saw' , ah Pang and the latest that i found out about his name "PSP" !

he drives an avanza with plate number NN 2222. Be sure to look out for his car around MMU. It's green in colour. Hahaha ~

he has a very weird and funny laughter. Everytime when we talk about funny jokes secretly behind the lecturer behind the class, he will always be the one who laughed TOO loud to catch everyone's attention. and he has his VERY OWN signature laughter which goes something like .. "hE hE hE hE" .. and "eH hEk eH hEk .. "

he is a down to earth Mr Nice Guy and at the same time, very NooB in some situations. BluR BluR 'DiGonG DiGong' type of guy.

Today is his 21st birthday ! We went to McD for breakfast after lecture class and decided to CIA him for karaoke in Dreambox for lunch hour because it's CHEAP ! Haha ~ only RM8 per pax and you can sing for 3 hours + lunch + 1 drink.

this is our Birthday Boy - Pang (behind) with his good FREN Neo (front).

here are the ladies : Mei yan (above), Gervenne (left) both still SINGLE !! ^_^

We didn't take many pictures because NONE OF US have a proper camera. The pictures taken was in BAD quality. I even brought my netbook and so i utilize it fully by using it to record us singing ! hahaha ! So most of the time we were recording ourself. Each of us has our own solo video. I'll have to upload one by one into youtube as there are 5 of us plus 2 nonsense video. Here's for starter.

Title : 朋友
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73e1vzqD1bQ

Title : BETTER MAN ( Gervenne's Solo )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLFdF62J7MU

Title : 没那么简单 ( Mei Yan's Solo )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2E7FvC9uAE

Title : 最长的电影 ( Emo Pang's Solo )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxGdUQCYy1E

Title : 痴心绝对 ( Neo's Solo )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjvY7ayQcM0

Title : TO LOVE YOU MORE ( angie's Solo )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evNBqgOIF8w

Title : 爱不疚 ( sneak record of Neo singing this.. he has no idea ! *evil laugh* ! )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbfY7O2pl_I

Countdown [12 days]

2010-04-21T17:42:00.003+08:00

What am i counting down for ??
My FINAL exam of course !!

First paper on 3rd of May : 8am ! Land Law !

*cold sweat*

So ... ... what the hell am i still doing here ? hahaha !
I just can't get off my blog ! AHHHHHH !!

Yes ! i know i know ... i've been changing my heading again ...
It's sooo hard to decide one that i like !
Hmmm ... maybe i should set up a poll ?
Hihihihi ~ what a good idea !!

I also added a new gadget in my blog ...
"MUST READ BLOG"
seriously are must read blogs ...
very interesting, talented and funny !

I'm looking forward to creating a BETTER blog too ...
Wish Me Luck !!
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in my FINAL exam !
No time to create a Better blog yet !

Friend Knows No Colour

2010-04-20T17:16:00.004+08:00

I'm a cat lover.
I'll go crazy over cute kittens ...
I'll go mad seeing a cat acting cute ...
I'll go insane when a cat acts vain towards me ...

Cats just turn me on ! Hahaha !
I was browsing through some cat pictures in google web
and this picture came up.

An idea came from the picture of the 2 kittens.
"Friend Knows No Colour"
which is SO true.
Do u need my explanation ?
If you do, 1 simple word is enough to describe you ...
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DUMB ! ^___^

好感触的一篇 ...

2010-04-19T05:42:00.005+08:00

有一個人你會很想他每晚對你說‘ 晚安 ’。

有一個人他不會主動和你聊天但你會忍不住想和他聊天

有一個人他永遠不知你在想他但你卻滿腦子都是他

有一個人你一上線就會去看他在不在.
不在就一陣失落在又不敢打擾他.

有一個人他的狀態簽名只要一換
你立刻胡思亂想揣測不安

有一個人你線上只是在等他
而他的頭像卻不會在你的MSN裏抖動

有一個人你總是忍不住去看他的面子书
即使他什麼新鮮事都沒有。

有一個人你會看他的最近來訪和留言
然後又胡思亂想揣測不安

有一個人你一直在等他
他卻忘記了你

有一個人你真的好愛他
可是仔細一想你到底愛他什麼？

有一個人你觉得他可能是你的永遠
但是他卻告訴你你们只是彼此的過客

有一個人你真的可以對他無條件付出
他卻不稀罕對他來說你只是負擔~

有一個人你那麼那麼捨不得
他卻那麼隨意灑脫不在乎

有一個人你總說着要放下他了
卻總是忍不住又拿來回味

有一個人離開他的時候你装的若无其事
但是一轉身早已淚流滿面

有一個人你會在心裡默念著想見他
一秒也好就算你在他心裡不存有任何位置了

有一個人你好想大聲告訴他
我真的好後悔愛上你了
因為你發現你真的真的好爱他
无可救药无法自拔情不自禁

我那麼那麼愛你我一點也不遺憾

值不值得都不要緊

只要记得曾经有那么一个我
在你的回忆里。。。

唉（爱) ... 我的骄傲完全败在你脚下 ...

*从 Facebook 里面 copy 过来的。。。
噢卖嘎！我相信很多人都有过类似的经验吧！！
^___^ 我当然也不例外！哈哈！
所以充满感触，分享分享一下咯！

a picture with a little bit of my own edition ... ^_^

Tampin Satay Trip

2010-04-18T13:57:00.006+08:00

Date : 16.04.2010
Time : 12.00 am - 2.00 am
Venue : Tampin, Negeri Sembilan

Mr Bear decided that we go Tampin for a taste of Self-Service Satay. Self-service here means that you need to get your own table, your own chair, slice your own cucumber, and nasi pulut, including BBQ-ing your own SATAY ! Hahaha ~ sounds fun right ?

We went in a group of 10 person. 4 boys 6 girls. But i only have a few pictures with me, i'll upload the rest after grabbing from my other friends.

Mr Bear is looking good as a Satay Seller ! ^_^

Bear's Assistant helps to serve the customer with "kuah satay".

i really think they make good partners in opening a satay stall in Malacca.

A gift from Sentosa Singapore

2010-04-18T13:41:00.005+08:00

Our good friend, Wei Ran and Regina, went to Singapore a few weeks ago and bought me a little souvenir from Sentosa, the new resort. I took pictures of it, and decided to test my photo editing skills. Hahaha ~ i don't think it's VERY nice but i like it. (i mean the photo editing skill, not the gift!)

It's a mini version of the transports in Sentosa ! and it's the kind of toy that, when u reverse it a little, the spring would go off and the car will move forward ! So cute !! and they are my object of editing ...

the first photo that i edit ... took me quite a long time !

this is just a FuN edit ... because the change of colour of the tiny car seems interesting ... haha !

17.04.2010

2010-04-18T13:27:00.002+08:00

A typical sunday = wake up late, eat late brunch, browse web and play online games to spend the day. If over-bored, then i'll start blogging. Exactly what i'm doing now.

There's a few topics for me to post today. Not very interesting, but that's my life. It can be very interesting and sometimes dull and sometimes full of challenge. I'm still trying hard to get use to it. Indeed, there are some problems recently which made me very very down, and i don't get to share it with my "important person". But i know i am strong enough to get through all these by myself. I am not weak ! i am STRONG ! i BELIEVE i can !! although, sometimes it really hurts when you realize that you are all alone in facing all these ...

O .... K .....

stop with the mourning, blabbering and complaints .... i'll continue with my blog posts.

All About Food

2010-04-07T17:15:00.016+08:00

This post is gonna be all about food that i have eaten recently.
There is Chinese, American, Malaysian and Thailand Cuisine.
I hope it gets you mouth-watering !!

Let's start with the CHinese Cuisine :

We attended a small gathering with my ex-housemate Chiawren Tan at BB plaza 同心苑.

this is simply too delicious !

this dish i rate it normal only. =)

end of chinese cuisine ~

Now for the American Cuisine :

Below are taken at PaPa John's Pizza where Selene treated us for her birthday :Seriously, we thought that the breadstick is sausage !

Now for the Malaysian Cuisine, we have ...

The carrot milk tasted superb ! Very smooth and milky !
The satay has many other flavours but we ordered pork and chicken only.
This special satay stall can be found at Plaza Mahkota beside Mahkota Parade.

Last but not least, the "sawadikap" cuisine :

Dee Dee Thai Restaurant.
It looks classy from the outside but the prices of the food are reasonable.
The BEST thing is ... the pictures in the menu doesn't lie. The food looks exactly like them !
Oh ! By the way ... this restaurant is only found in Kedah, Alor Setar. Haha !

i must say, the tom yam soup was the BEST i ever had in Malaysia !!
The BEST of the BEST is yet to come ... introducing ....

Oops ! i spelled doughnut wrongly in the picture ! Sorry !
This is the BEST ! I tell you ... it looks like a doughnut but it's not a doughnut. It's a kind of doughnut shaped nugget. It's better than any KFC or McD nugget or any other frozen packed nugget your taste bud have ever tasted ! It's genuinely stuffed with prawn and it's almost as big as a Big Apple Doughnut !! One bite is enough to make you feel like your in prawn heaven !! ^_^

Fiona's Little B'day Surprise

2010-04-07T16:57:00.006+08:00

Fiona ?
ah well ... she is also known as Wai Mei and we call her by the name "amei" ...
although, i secretly nicknamed her "amek" in my msn ! Hahaha !

It's a little surprise birthday party that her sweet BF is planning for her.
I had my Law Night that very night and joined them only after the event.
I went to meet them at Pure Bar. The most happening Bar in Malacca .. ^^

There's the sweet couple .. So Loving So Sweet .. Aww ! She even covered her face when the live band was singing happy birthday to her ! SImply LoVe both oF them !!

Here's the little group of friends attending. The one taking our picture is missing in this picture. Mr Bear Lee. He always sacrifice himself to be NOT in the picture and taking pictures for us. He is the Pro Photographer among our friends. Seriously PRO, not joking. and ... there you see me looking like a vampire among all of them. I Was in heavy make up !

me and the birthday girl ! Take 1 : wasn't ready for this camera !

Take 2 : ok ... nice one ! but i still looked like a vampire ! oh Edward ... i'm one of your kind ! Ahh !

*dreaming in twilight .... (Do Not Disturb)

-tHe eNd-

夜深人静

2010-03-31T04:05:00.005+08:00

早起的鸟儿，有虫吃。。。可我不想吃虫，我只想赶快完成作业，继续睡觉！

唉。。。我这样早醒来干吗呢？为了无所谓的人浪费我的美容睡眠。。。何必呢？
可是，这些无所谓的人对我能不能完成作业是关键人物呃。。。如果不等，我根本也来不及赶完我的作业！这是没办法的啊 ~

我的assignment需要在明天五点之前交，我交代我的朋友赶快完成他们的部分，这样我才能完成我的部分啊！可是，我百般的逼自己醒来后，却没看见人影。。。我到底该做什么？

星期四有考试，星期五也有考试。。。那股盘大的压力突然不见踪影了。。。
我看开了。。。死就死吧！要死就壮烈的死！然后，再想办法拼命的复活！哈哈！

我到底该继续睡，还是继续等？？

Law Night 2010

2010-03-27T19:39:00.003+08:00

This year, it is named as "Le Prestige".

I only had a few photos taken using my Poor Quality 1.3 megapixel handphone camera. It gets worst during the night ! Therefore, bear with the photos my friends. =)

Ok ... about what i did during the dinner ? Basically, just sitting down watching Legal Idol performance and listening to stand up comedies and then eating. Some random photos taken and a very short video clip using my iPod where me and my friends are basically criticizing on the freebies ... hahaha ! Just for fun ... No Offence k ?

This year, i am MOST satisfied with my hairdo and make up. Simply what i wanted : simple + nice.
Bravo to MAX studio's professional make-up artist : Ken. You have definitely made my list of "Trusted Professionals".

I'm not gonna be able to update my blog during this coming week as i'm gonna be very busy with midterms and assignments. Praying that i can get through all these with a peaceful mind and contented heart. I don't want another stress or nervous breakdown.

Below are some pics take during the night. Some other pics will be uploaded by my friends in Facebook but i don't think it will show up until a few days later. Everyone is busy with assignments nowadays !

PHOTO COMMENT : the best i can edit of it's quality

PHOTO COMMENT : my pretty partner for the night ... =)

New Footwear

2010-03-25T18:42:00.006+08:00

yay ! I bought a new shoe with a very good bargain !! It's cheap and i love it !! =)

I don't really like the shoe lace though ... too Outstanding ... gonna change it to a simple white colour shoe lace ...

However, i simply love the patch of design at the back of the shoe ... and guess what .. it only cost me RM29.90 !! Hihi !!

a day out with 3 little friends

2010-03-25T16:46:00.007+08:00

My Law night is coming soon (this friday night) and so my friends decided to look for a studio to make up and set hair in the lowest bargain. We searched far and near and decided to stick with one called MAX studio. The price was reasonable but a bit costly for a short hair person like me.

My friend, MY, have not had her lunch and so we decided to accompany her. She chose the Wa Zen Japanese Restaurant at Melaka Raya. It was RUMOURED to be the best japanese restaurant around Malacca. I totally forgotten that my friend knew the taoke niang because i should have mentioned her name to get 20% discount on the food ! Here are some pics of what we ate : *the pics are quite blur because my phone is only 1.3 megapix and it was quite dark ... hahaha !!

PHOTO COMMENT : i think that's how they call it ? hahahaha !

PHOTO COMMENT : Neo ! Ur NiGhTmaRe is our FaVouRitE !! Wahahahahaha !! Thanks MY !

PHOTO COMMENT : this is delicious and huge ... Ntg like sushi king.

PHOTO COMMENT : M.Y's lunch ... and without surprise .. she can't finish

I'll upload a comic strip on Neo's expression after eating shashimi for the 1st time ... his expression is TIMELESS !! hahahaha !!

That's all for here ... Have a great day!

An Album just For me

2010-03-22T22:04:00.004+08:00

Album of the year if you ask me !! Hahahaha ... I went through thick and thin to get this signatures from the 4 most good looking guys i've ever met face to face before !!

No words can describe their appearance ... you need to be able to see with your own eyes to believe how good looking they are. Of course... the one on the most Left is my Favourite ... my dream guy ... My MrPerfect ...

I wish all the 4 of you the best in your career ... it's not easy being who they are to maintain their appearance and to keep up their personality as well ... so far they have done a good job ...

Trying hard to save money and buy a CANON ixus ... so that i can have a picture taken with them the next time they come back for advertising CANON !! Hehehehe !!

20032010

2010-03-21T11:31:00.004+08:00

yesterday was MY SPECIAL DAY !!
why ? Because i get to HOLD his hands ... at last !
i was SOOOOO shy and my heart was like "DUB DUB DUB DUB" !!
and he asked me "have you eaten?"
Oh My God ...
a DAY i would NEVER EVER forget !!

it's only a few hours and i can't sleep because of you ...
i'm starting to miss you already !!
When are you coming to meet me again ??

Just a come back

2010-03-19T13:38:00.005+08:00

here i am ... back to my long gone blog page

What have i been doing ? Other than being busy during the beginning of March to battle all my midterm examinations, i was out for a short trip towards the North of Malaysia. Then, when i thought its time to be double time more serious about my studies, some events came up that turned my life forever ... i wouldn't be the same again ... trust me.

Sometimes, i really would like to tell God : can i have the power to throw away all the Bad stuffs in my life ? Well ... I can only be sure that God has a better path ahead for me ... which of course is good for me depending on how i take it. There is always a reason for things to happen in the course of our life, no matter happy or sad. How we look at the way things go determine what kind of life we would live in ... We choose to be what we are today. There's only one thing that needs no reason and explanation ... Love.

Something came into my mind during these times ... There's already not enough time for us to love, why should we go around hating each other ? There's already not enough time for us to enjoy our life, why would we bind ourselves with unhappy thoughts and negative feelings ? When we are adding up the days we have lived, we tend to complain about everything around us. If you would just think about it in the reverse, how about countdown-ing towards the day we would die ? Will u start to appreciate everything and realize how little time we have left ? Would you turn a new leaf and become someone better ? Or ... decided to try out all the bad stuffs that you haven't done ... just to give yourself more sins to be added up into your list of Sins before judgment day ?

Blah ... all these are just thoughts that have been going on in my mind all these while ... just a little something to add into my blog which has been abandoned for quite some time. By the way, a little goodnews for myself ... I got a new HP netbook. Hooray ! But there is some defects in it ... like where am i gonna get an original Microsoft Office to replace it's trial version ... *bummer* ... and i Do Not Know how to activate it's chinese typing ... argh !

till next time ... have a good day and take care everyone !

Signing off,
from some Starbucks Cafe somewhere ~

吃饱没事做篇

2010-02-24T13:23:00.001+08:00

现在，一边砸音乐一边打这篇blog ...
为什么要砸音乐？因为楼下的车 alarm 已经足足响了4个钟了！！
啊。。。。！！都快疯狂了！！真的有股冲动要丢椅子下去了！！
一辆车的alarm 响了两个钟才刚停不久，以为可以松一口气，哪里知道第二辆车也来！！哇靠。。。真的有够力的！！

最近都没写blog，因为没话题写 ... 现在也是吃饱没事做就上来玩玩 ...

这几天迷上一部台湾连续集 ... "光阴的故事" ... 很不错噢！
特别喜欢孙一美啦！她太可爱了！！
前几个星期都是用电视看，因为我妈咪和阿妹也在追看 ...
回来马六甲后，就得上网用youtube看了 ... 十分钟十分钟的按，有点烦呃！
突然有点不习惯 ... 因为不能和她们一起笑一起八卦 ... 唉！
好想念家哦 ...

在光阴的故事里 ... 我好欣赏一美，看到这么疼她这么爱她的一元 (ji ko), 真的好浪漫哦！！好希望自己的爱情故事也可以像他们这样 ... 嘻嘻！

我把光阴的故事主题曲放进我的 blog playlist 了。。。

就这样，下次再 update 咯！

Uploading my New Hairdo

2010-02-15T10:59:00.006+08:00

At last, i'm taking the courage to upload my new hairdo.

Please do comment .. =)

PHOTO COMMENT : G.i with aNgiE at Malacca "River"side ( the 2 ah Lians !! )

PHOTO COMMENT : in the "brain cooking" machine thingie ... =)

Happy Reunion Dinner 2010

2010-02-14T00:48:00.017+08:00

HaHaHaHahHAHAPPY Chinese New Year !!

I'm just back from watching fireworks with my brother around Bintulu.

I started my day by going to the market for some grocery shopping with my parents and went for breakfast after that. Then, we came home and had some free time of our own before we started preparing for Reunion Dinner cooking at 3pm.

We decided to cook 8 dishes which symbolizes properity ... and the funny thing is ... we purposely waited until 8pm to start dinner ... and to add more "8" to the beginning of our dinner ... we purposely switch astro to channel 888 ! Adding all those "8", there is still 3 more "8" to go to make it a REAL "8" ... so i used my dad's com to draw 3 BIG red "8" using paint and left it open there in the sitting room ... !! HahahaahAHahAH !!

It was a delicious dinner ... we enjoyed and had champagne together after that ... It's the first time our family had our very own little reunion at home. Simple but warm .. =)

PHOTO COMMENTS : preparation for dinner - celery and carrot

PHOTO COMMENT : my cat 'kepo' is kepo-ing again while i am de-shelling the prawns ... it's the first time she meet the prawns

PHOTO COMMENT : pork tail in process of BBQ

PHOTO COMMENT : Black Pepper Lamb

PHOTO COMMENT : some kelabit taste , Lanau

PHOTO COMMENT : mixed vege by my sis, Charlene

PHOTO COMMENT : BBQ pork tail

PHOTO COMMENT : sweet and sour fish by angie ( looks kinda huge .. haha)

PHOTO COMMENTS : "Hong Shao Zhu Rou" by angie ... the BEST

PHOTO COMMENT : our 8 properity dish =)

PHOTO COMMENT : after kepo-ing for the whole noon ... at last she got tired ... ^__^

another 3 story in 1 blog

2010-02-12T13:39:00.009+08:00

1) Thief !!

I was so pissed off with myself. I went to Maybank today to bank in some money. I was queing up in front of the cash deposit machine. Then there is this Iban lady who was trying to bank in her money.

After she thought she had completed the transaction, she walk past me and went to enquire something from the security guard. I looked at her machine screen and it seems that she haven't completed her transaction.

Then this next couple (malay) in line behind her looked at the screen and looked at the lady ... with the expression of "want to call her or dun need to call her" expression ... i wanted to call the lady but she walked to the counter and i was going to be next in line ... so i WATCHED the couple if they were gonna take the money ...

The guy took the money out from the slot (a few hundreds) and place it on the machine ... then it was my turn to do my transaction ... the couple beside me completed theirs and took the money and went out !! I wanted so much to chase after them and said "would you please return the money to the lady?" ..... But i was halfway doing my transaction !! ARGH !!

After quickly completing mine .. i quickly walk out and looked around for the couple ... BUt ... they are nowhere to be seen ! I REGRETTED that i didn't stop the lady when she walk past me and inform her that her transaction is not completed yet !

DAMN couple ! HOW COULD THEY DO THAT ?! It's no difference than a thief !! HMPH !!
Their faces ... is deeply engraved in my mind ... the next time i see them ... i'm gonna talk to them in their face ! See how are they gonna react !! HMPH !! ThiEf !!

2) My Cute Cat "Kepo"

i have this little kitten at home that is grey and white and soooo cute ! She sleeps every night with me and my sis in the room ... other cats in my house doesn't have this privilege ! Hhaaha !

My cat is named by my sis as 'kepo'. WHy ? Just see the pictures we took over these days of her and you would understand easier ...

PHOTO COMMENT : this is kepo when she is trying to be manja after waking up from sleep

PHOTO COMMENT : kepo watching window view in our room ... she didn't even realize that my sis is taking her pic from behind ...

PHOTO COMMENT : Kepo not bothered even though carried on air by my bro ... she still continues to lick her leg ... hahaha !

PHOTO COMMENT : Kepo so engrossed and excited to see this basket of lanau's leaves ... she is behaving like that basket of leaves is her nest ! SO cute !!

PHOTO COMMENT : this is kepo when playing with me on bed .. ^^

PHOTO COMMENT : when she is emo ..

PHOTO COMMENT : watching me while i'm using the computer ... she was looking at the 'mouse' ..

PHOTO COMMENT : while i was spring cleaning my house ... i was sorting out the CD rom in the box ... then she came and just SIT ON the CD's !! =__+""

PHOTO COMMENT : this is what she gets for disturbing me .. wahahaha !!

PHOTO COMMENT : while i'm washing the plate ... she just sits at the side curiously and watch the bubbles going into the water hole ...

PHOTO COMMENT : when my dad is polishing his shoes, here comes Kepo ... watching from a distance ...

PHOTO COMMENT : 'kepo' watching view from my brother's room .. she really know how to choose a "good" spot to enjoy the view !

PHOTO COMMENT : when i'm disassembling the hamper ... here she comes again ... to KEPO

3) Playing Under the Rain

it rained when i was halfway cleaning up the backyard of my house ... so i decided to get a little naughty and played under the rain ! WooHoo .... !

PHOTO COMMENT : Hualalalala ~ Raining liao ~

PHOTO COMMENT : ever seen ppl drying cloth during rainy days ?? hahahaha

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